PART 15 :- Dated June 18th, 1987 My college reopened. Classes went formally. While returning home, in a cab, I couldnt help but think about him. Whenever I sat in a cab, his thoughts appeared automatically. It was just 2 days I knew him. But it felt like forever. I was afraid to share my feelings, with anyone. My friends would laugh that I fell for a driver. Hardly anyone would notice the kind of person he was. My family would never allow me to marry him. I was helpless. I didnt want to bury my feelings. But maybe I have to. I dont want to be just friends with the person I love so much. I cant. I couldnt sleep. I cried thinking about him, about us. I remembered Dad used to tell me that we should never lose hope. I didnt. I was hopeful cause if we are meant to be together, well. Destiny still had a role to play. Dated June 23rd, 1987 How I waited for the weekend to come over. How I wish it never ended. Yes, weekend meant me & him, together. The best moments of my life right now; I wish I could keep these memories somewhere, secretly locked, & watch them whenever I wanted to. He was very punctual today. I took time to get ready. I wanted to look good. For him. He noticed. He said I look good in blue. He complimented me for the 1st time. I couldnt help but blush, the whole time. Red was the color of Love, for the rest of the world; For me it was blue. I wanted to spend more time with him. He asked me if I wanted to have the lunch at his place, like the other day; I said Yes; Actually my heart spoke. We exchanged glances, a lot of times; My heart skipped a beat, the way he looked at me & smiled. I wish he felt the same way, I wish he knew how much I love him, I wish he noticed my hidden feelings when I smiled back. I wish I could tell him everything. I wish. Dated June 24th, 1987 A day with him again. The way he dropped me, & picked me up, on time, without even hesitating; The way he made me laugh, the way he looked at me via the rear view mirror; The glances during the lunch with his family, rather ours, hopefully; I was rising in Love. I knew our Love wont last, my family would never accept, but I was happy being with him. And, no one plans to fall in Love, it just happens. I knew I fell for the right person, but at the wrong time. I cant unchange my past, but I hope for a beautiful future, with him. He might fall for me someday, I silently hoped, & I wont mind to wait, even if its forever.
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