Paano mo malalaman kung mahal mo ba talaga ung tao? Okay, so let me share my story. I met this guy who was a total jerk on our first meeting. We were at a bar and he was not paying much attention to me at first and he was focusing on some girl BUT tried to flirt with me when the girl hes hitting on did not respond the way he wanted. So of course, I did not care at all about him after that happened. But destiny kinda played with us. We saw each other again at a mall, he remembered me while I had to take some time to remember who he was and then he asked me out. He apologized for what he did and even told me that We got off the wrong foot. I was about to say no when he paid for what I had in my shopping basket just so he could get my attention and told me, Dont reject me yet, please? One last chance. Lunch? Then I said Sure. But not now. He gave me his number because I dont want to give him mine, but I never called or texted him. But this impossible guy never gave up and he got my number so yeah, the lunch date was pushed through. Then another and another and then countless other dates came since he was right, we really got off the wrong foot. He is such a wonderful man, I never really thought he had that in him, talk about judgement. After 3 months of dating, we finally were a couple. After 3 months of being a couple, we moved in together. Pretty fast? Yes. Those were the times that I have proven to everybody else, to him and to myself just how much I love him. He came from a broken family. His dad cheated on his mom, his mom got depressed and developed a mental illness. She was living with us. So i had to take care of him, myself, our dog named Porkchop and his mom. I had to be the mother to his mom whenever shes throwing her unbelievable tantrums when I cannot even take care of my own dog when I was at my own house. I had to be this housewife to him making sure that he has dinner whenever he would come home when I was a total princess at my own home. I had to be so understanding when her moms therapy takes too much of his time when all I ever want is to spend hours in his arms. I never complained because I was very happy. It may be difficult but those were the happiest days of my life.Those nights that I get to sleep in his arms and hear him say I love you even in his sleep, seeing him smile at me every morning and kiss me on the forehead, those lazy afternoons that we spend on our couch while cuddling, those birthday surprises, those sweet things that he did to remind me how much he loves me, those times when he made efforts to be closer to my family, those were my most treasured moments. This guy changed me-for the better. Have I mentioned that this guy is impossible? I did, right? Because all that time that we were together, we never did it. I wanted to, oh goodness, I really wanted to. He did too, but at the right time-he said. Even when I am literally throwing myself at him, he managed to save my virginity from him, and myself. lol Until this heart breaking day came. I was at work, when our common friend called me up to say Im really sorry that I did not say this earlier. But Jared and his mom are off to the USA today. I stood there, frozen and numb for a moment then the next thing I know, I was at a cab, crying, telling the driver to bring me to the airport. Of course I did not get to stop them. I was just there, crying for hours, until his friend came to pick me up and drive me home. I waited for his call, for his explanation but it never came. His friend told me his reason, and it was for the medical needs of his mom. I was devastated for months. All I ever did was cry and sleep for weeks. It ended there. Without any closure or what so ever. But I never regret anything. Not a single bit. Because those 2 years and 7 months have been the most beautiful days of my life. when you love, you learn to SACRIFICE. Youll know its love when you ACCEPT the person. Flaws and all. When you get to FORGIVE whatever it is he has done wrong. May it be a big thing or not. When you wake up everyday, realizing that you finally HAVE WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY. When you are just plain and impossibly HAPPY with him even at the most trying and difficult moments. and lastly, when you cannot live happily without that person and know that a piece of you will wither and die when you finally say goodbye. P.S.-Sorry for the long post LittleMsSunshine 2010 College of Nursing.
Posted on: Sun, 31 Aug 2014 06:37:07 +0000
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