Praise Report For almost 30 yrs I carried somewhat of a secret. Some know my story, some dont. In 4 days, Sept 21st, For One Year, I will have accomplished something I never believed possible!! I struggle daily with an Addiction. Pain Medication and Nerve pills were a daily Necessity, I thought, to be able to function on a daily basis!!! Dont get me wrong, I suffer daily from severe pain and emotional problems that wreek havic on my nerves, But Praise be to God, he Carries me thru!! I know beyond a shadow of a doubt, I wouldnt be where I am today without the Help of the All Mighty, Powerful God. This time last Sept. I reach an All Time Low. I spent 16 days hospitalized, battling Depression, Contemplating Suicide, Feeling Unworthy, And praying when I laid down every night that I would never wake the next day, only to open my eyes in Anger and discust To realize that God didnt answer my prayers!! In the past year, I celebrate daily that God saw reason to wrap his arms around me, and lift me up. Ive yet to understand the reason for my existance ouside of my Children and Grandchildren, whom I love so dearly!! God will Show me in his Time. This Im certain of. Even if its only to tell my story. My hearts desire is to be able to maybe help someone who may also be Struggling Daily with an Addiction, Just as I am. Im living proof, Addiction can be Overcome!! All you have to Do is give it God. Its not Easy. Probably the hardest thing in life to do. But Praise God, Im doing it.. Before you set out to cast Judgement upon me, Remember, thats Gods Job. Its not easy admiting Openly my struggle. Im not looking for Sympathy. Im only hoping that I can be a help to others. And I ask with a heavy heart, to please keep me in your prayers. Ive made it this far only because God has Carried me. I also want to thank PhillipandElizabeth Wilson for standing by me, Loving me, supporting me, and Never judging me. Elizabeth, mommy loves you beyond measure!! Im greatful beyond words for your help and love. And So thankful that God Sent you a Husband as wonderful as Phillip, who also has prayed for me and helped me. To Angela Collins. Praise the Lord for giving you to me. I believe God sends us Angels, in people Exactly when He Sees we need them. I love you and your Famiy beyond measure. I know God gave me You. Praise God.... Prayer Is a powerful thing.
Posted on: Tue, 16 Sep 2014 11:55:06 +0000
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