~ Season 4 ~ -Chapter 2. Necip was sitting on sofa with his head bowed. He could feel how his hands are cold and his head is burning. His chest? There was just one big stone he couldn`t bear… He couldn`t look in Zumrut`s direction. That terrible thing she was in it… God. He never imagines something like this. Never. He closed his eyes because he couldn’t stand pain in his chest anymore. He wasn`t able to move, to say something, nothing… He just wanted to disappear. God save me… Save my soul for what I did… Zumrut was near him in wheelchair and she was so nervous. She never imagined she will feel like this. She was sure she will be stronger. What is wrong with you Zumrut?! He shot you! He doesn`t want to see you alive. You are dead for him… Dead… She was repeating that word and like that hole in her chest is becoming bigger. She was falling somewhere without ending… She was falling and there was no ground to stop her… Just one big dark hole… Zumrut closed her eyes and took a deep breath. She will stop this stupid silence. Zumrut not looking at him: “I heard about Ikbal.” Necip looked at her. He was surprised to hear her voice. He needed few moments to realize what she said to him. Zumrut still not looking at him: “I am sorry for your loss...” Even she was surprised for what she said. Does she really feel sorry for that woman? Does she feel sorry for him too? Or these are just some words for this situation. Necip little confused: “Thank you…” She looked at him. Like she didn`t expect this answer from him. You really miss her? Zumrut was breathing fast and her palms were sweating. You really miss her… She looked in other direction. She was so furious and she didn`t know why. She looked at him slowly and he was sitting there with his head bowed; destroyed… She closed her eyes angrily. Suffer! Of course you are suffering… Your lovely Ikbal is gone… She looked at him again and her eyes were full of tears because of anger. Would you feel sorry for me like that?! You suffer for her and me… me you wanted to see dead… She moved angrily in wheelchair. For a second she forgot she can`t walk. For a second she wanted to get up and leave from there. Then she started to cry…. Necip looked at her confusingly. Dam you Zumrut! Her tears were falling because she was feeling sorry for herself. She couldn`t walk. He did this to her! And look at him! He is sitting here next to my dead legs and suffering for her. Her! Necip was looking at her and he didn`t know what to do. His heart was so small that he felt like he wasn`t alive. His hands and legs were so heavy… not realizing that, he reached out his hand to touch Zumrut`s. Zumrut was trying to get herself together but she couldn`t. Like some big wave tears were falling from her eyes. Like she finally snapped. When she felt Necip`s hand, like some fire burned her. In a second she looked at him furiously and pulled her hand. Necip was looking at her so lost. Zumrut furiously: “Don`t touch me!” Necip wanted just to die when he saw her eyes in that moment. He just moved his hand and bowed his head again. Zumrut was looking at him like that and she couldn`t stand so much anger. She thought her chest will explode. Zumrut looking at him: “Wrong woman died in your life…” Necip looked at her again lost. Zumrut ironically: “Isn`t it…?” Necip was looking at her and he again didn`t understand what she meant. Then… Like someone hit him in his chest. It hurt so much…. So much… Zumrut turned again her head from him. She wiped off her tears. Zumrut not looking at him: “But I think you can be satisfied with this effect…” She showed at her legs still not looking at him. Necip looked at her legs. He was so lost. Like he wasn`t there at all. He was doing what she tells him. If she wanted from him to die in that moment he would do it not thinking. He wasn`t thinking at all. He couldn`t think… Zumrut took a deep breath: “I came to see children. Murvet!” Necip was still sitting there in silence and looking at her legs. Zumrut looked at him slowly again and when she saw where he was looking he wanted so much to hit him. Don`t you dare to feel sorry for me! Murvet walked in: “Yes, Mrs. Zumrut?” She was trying not to look at her because she was still in shock because of wheelchair. Zumrut: “Bring me children.” Murvet slowly looked at Necip. She was waiting from him to tell her something. Zumrut also looked at Necip but he was still lost. Zumrut looked at Murvet angrily: “What are you waiting?!” Murvet looked at Zumrut scary. Murvet looked at Necip: “Sir?” Zumrut looked at Necip proudly. Just dare to say no… Necip looked at Murvet. She was looking at her pleadingly with her eyes. She can`t make decision instead of him. She just wanted to move from Zumrut`s eyes. Necip looked at Zumrut and when he saw that she is already looking at him, he felt shame. He looked in other direction. Necip: “Bring them…” Murvet left fast just to move from Zumrut. She was always scared of her and now… God help us all. Zumrut looked at Necip again but he finally got enough straight to get up. Zumrut was following him with her eyes and he could feel that. He knew this will happened. He knew… Her eyes… So much you miss her…? Zumrut was looking at him sadly. She smiled sadly but no one could see that. How much I would like to see the small part of your sorrow for me… She closed her eyes. She was about to start crying again but she intentionally imagined that gunshot. She opened her eyes and her anger was there again. Luckily that she heard Sharmin`s voice. Sharmin: “Wait Lale!” Zumrut and Necip looked in their direction. They couldn`t see that but they could hear small steps approaching fast. Zumrut started to smile even she still doesn`t see them. Lale appeared with excitement on her face and then she stopped. She was looking at Zumrut and her face was changing. Sharmin came with Cinar Berk and she just opened her mouth in shock. Necip`s eyes were full of tears so he turned his head to the window again. Zumrut felt uncomfortable. For a second she forgot she is in wheelchair and that children could get scared of her. Scared? Of her? Her eyes were full of tears. She regretted for coming there. She wasn`t ready for children yet. Lale came to her and looked at her sadly: “Granny…” Zumrut looked at her and she was trying to hold her tears. Zumrut smiled on force: “What is it Lale? You won`t hug me?” Lale was looking at wheelchair with curiosity. When she looked at Zumrut and she saw smile on her face Lale smiled too. Cinar Berk was smiling to Zumrut: “Granny.” She looked at him and he wanted to go to her but Sharmin`s face expression confused her again. Lale complaining: “No! Me first. I came first Cinar Berk…” Sharmin put Cinar Berk on floor next to Lale. She just swallows something big. Zumrut was taking Lale in her lap and giving angry look to Sharmin. Sharmin understood so she looked in other direction to get herself together. Lale hugging Zumrut: “I missed you granny…” Zumrut closed her eyes and she was hugging Lale. Necip slowly looked at them with tears in his eyes. He just bowed his head and slowly closed his eyes. He still can`t believe what he did to her. To her… This is for than death. Especially for her… He could feel how his hear was screaming and he can`t make it stop. There were no words to describe his condition. If there was someone who hates it was him. He hated himself like nothing before. No… You will torture. You just started. Now you will have to live looking at her like this. You will be alived dead-man like she is half dead… On that thought like something sharply passed over his chest. He slowly moved and se on sofa with his head bowed. Lale: Ï knew you will come.” Zumrut was touching her hair: “You did?” Lale was smiling in her lap and confirming with her head: “And grandpa told me too.” Zumrut changed her face and she slowly looked at Necip. In that moment he was slowly raising his look to Zumrut. For a second they were looking at each other’s eyes. Zumrut took a deep breath and looked at children again with a face smile. Necip looked fast in other direction. Cinar Berk complaining: “Now me…” Zumrut looked at him and she smiled: “My big boy. You want to cuddle?” Cinar Berk was holding his toy and confirming with his head. Sharmin finally reacted: “Do you need something Mrs. Zumrut?” Zumrut put Lale on the floor and looked at Sharmin. She saw that Sharmin is now ok. Zumrut taking Cinar Berk: “Just call Fouad.” Sharmin confirmed with his head and she went outside to call him. Zumrut kissed Cinar Berk: “My little boy grow up. Look how big he is now.” He was smiling to Zumrut. Lale standing next to wheelchair: “I am big too.” Zumrut looked at her and smiled: “Yes, you are. You grow up so fast Lale…” Zumrut made surprised face. Lale and Cinar Berk smiled to her. Necip was looking at them sadly from time to time. He was glad that children finally smile. He was looking at Zumrut and he saw that she was happy too. Why this happened to us Zumrut? Why all this had to happen? Will we ever look at each other with peace in our hearts? Lale was looking at Zumrut`s wheel chair and playing with her fingers. Cinar Berk was opening his presents and showing it to Zumrut with excitement on his face. Lale was constantly looking at Zumrut. Zumrut was smiling to Cinar Berk and then she looked at Lale. She changed her face when she saw where Lale was looking. She would like so much if Lale isn`t so sensitive. She is so much like her mother. But… There was something in side of her that reminded Zumrut on Yesim too. Like Lale was mixed with her mother and aunt. Zumrut bowed her head and took a deep breath. Zumrut smiled and looked at Lale: “What is it princess?” Necip looked at Zumrut and then he looked at Lale. He felt so bad when he saw that Lale is confused because of wheelchair. Lale looking at wheelchair: “What is that granny?” Necip just took a deep breath. Cinar Berk was busy with his presents and he stopped paying attention on all of them. Zumrut slowly looked at Necip and he saw reproach in her eyes. He just bowed his head again. Zumrut making complaining faces: “Granny`s legs hurts…” Lale looked at her sadly. Zumrut smiled on force and cuddled Lale: “Don`t be sad princess. I`ll be fine.” Lale put her head on Zumrut`s knees. Zumrut closed her eyes and she felt so much pain in her soul. She shouldn`t come just like that. She was supposed to think smarter. Zumrut moved a little: “I it is time to go…” they all looked at her. Lale and Cinar Berk was so sad. And Necip? He was sad child too… For a second he was surprised for what she said. What he thought? She will stay? No… he just… he didn`t know what he was expecting. He didn`t know anything… Lale sadly: “No, granny. Don`t leave Lale…” Zumrut felt so bad on those words. Cinar Berk started to climb on Zumrut. She sadly help him to set in her lap. Necip was looking sadly at them and he doesn`t know why but he knows he will feel guilty if Zumrut leaves now. Necip: “Maybe you can stay little more…” Zumrut was cuddling Cinar Berk and looking at Lale. She was pretending she didn`t heard Necip. But she would lie if she says she didn`t liked that he said. In side of herself she smiled a little on his words. Lale complaining: “Now me… Move Cinar Berk…” Cinar Berk sadly: “No…” Zumrut smiled sadly to both of them. It seemed she didn`t expect this. They fight who will get her love and attention. There are still persons who cares for her… Maybe they are small but their hearts are big and full of love for her. Necip got up: “You will be easier if you move on sofa.” For a second Zumrut forgot that Necip is there. She looked at him confusingly. Necip was looking at her and waiting to see her reaction. He was waiting what she will decide. To take her? Maybe I should approach so she can see what he means… Zumrut was looking at him and she forgot. She was looking at his face, at his eyes. He was looking at her and she didn`t know what to think, how to react. When Necip made a step to her, like she woke up. Like she realized what Necip will do. Zumrut moved a little in wheelchair: “Fouad will help me.” She said that so fast like she wanted to stop him to approach more. Necip stopped like someone cut off his legs. He was looking at her even she moved her eyes from him. He just slowly bowed his head… She doesn`t me to touch her… Zumrut swallowed something big and she was trying not to look at him. If he could know how much straight she needed for that… Necip took a deep breath and he wanted to insist. He won`t gave up so easily. He knows she is mad. She has right to be but… He doesn`t mean anything bad… he looked at her and he wanted to say something when she spoke. Zumrut felt that he will do or say something so she hurried up. Zumrut: “Sharmin!” Necip again got confused because of her. Zumrut was scared he will take her: “Sharmin!” Lale looked at Zumrut: “Sharmin!” She looked to the kitchen: “Sharmin!” Necip and Zumrut smiled to her. Cinar Berk smiled: “Sharmin!” Lale looked at him and they both started to laugh. Necip: “Children…” They both looked at him. Zumrut looked at him slowly too. He had face expression to show children to stop. Zumrut was looking at her hands like ashamed girl. He was protecting her… She smiled again inside of herself. Then like she reacted. What are you doing Zumrut?! She moved again a little in wheelchair. She was mad at herself. And where is that Sharmin! Sharmin came in: “Yes, Mrs. Zumrut?” Zumrut gave her angry look and Sharmin bowed her head. Zumrut looking at her still angrily: “Call Fouad to help me.” Lale looked at Zumrut: “You will stay granny?” Cinar Berk looked at Zumrut too. Necip was looking sadly at children and then he looked at Zumrut. Zumrut smiled to children and she looked slowly at Necip. He was annoying her because he was still standing there near her and she could feel his eyes. Necip got confused again because of her eyes and he moved her head fast and looked in other direction. He was looking around the room like he was looking for something. Zumrut was looking at him annoyingly and she looked at children again. Zumrut smiled: “I will stay little more.” Lale and Cinar Berk smiled. Zumrut was sitting on sofa and reading something to Lale and Cinar Berk. They were holding some toys Zumrut brought for them. They were leaned on her arms from both sides and looking at book in Zumrut`s hands. Necip was talking with someone on his phone in garden. Zumrut was reading and looking at him from time to time. She knows him well enough to know that something upset him. She smiled because she knows what is going on. She took a deep breath. Solve that Mr. Necip… or better – let your son to solve it. Zumrut felt so good because her plans are working again. Lale looked at Zumrut and smiled. Zumrut looked at her too: “Story is over… I have to go now…” Lale and Cinar Berk looked sadly at her. Zumrut was cuddling them both: “Don`t be sad. Granny will come tomorrow.” Lale smiled: “You will?” Zumrut smiled and kissed her: “Of course I will. Granny is not going anywhere.” She looked at Necip in the garden. He had worried face. Zumrut looked at children and smiled: “Granny stays here forever. With my babies.” Lale and Cinar Berk smiled. Zumrut looked at Necip and she took a deep breath. Breath fool of satisfaction. Necip was sitting in the garden and he was worried. He was scared he and Azra won`t be able to d anything. What to tell Cinar? And Zumrut? God… When he finds out about that? He moved nervously in chair. God… Again. Again those torturing, again fear, pain, hard decisions… he closed his eyes and took a deep breath. Murvet: “Do you need something sir?” Necip looked at her. She scared him because he didn`t heard her approaching. Necip looked to the house: “Mrs. Zumrut is still here?” Murvet: “No, sir… She left.” For some reason he felt sadness in his heart. Even she was mad, even she was avoiding him, he was at least near her. He could hear her voice, look at her… Murvet was looking at him and she felt uncomfortable. She saw that he wasn`t there with his thoughts. Murvet: “Sir?” Necip looked at her again: “Thank you daughter. You can go.” Murvet turned around and she walked away. Necip took a deep breath again and he returned his thoughts to Cinar… Zumrut was sitting in the living room and listening to Fouad. Fouad: “I just need to find out when the meeting will be.” Zumrut smiled: “Good… Find out that fast. I want to meet with director before them.” Fouad: “Don`t you worry ma`am.” Zumrut looked at him: “And Azra? You did what I told you.” Fouad: “Yes, ma`am. But am sorry for asking… I don`t understand why we did that.” Zumrut was smiling and looking at distance: “Don`t you worry Fouad.” Zumrut looked at him and smiled: “We will us that when the right time comes…” Fouad was looking at her and thinking. Zumrut looked at him: “Just do what I told you…” Kerem stopped. Zumrut: “That bank is our priority…” Kerem was listening confused. Zumrut was looking angrily in distance: “Just keep your eyes on them…” Kerem got mad. He run into living room. Kerem: “Keep his eyes on whom mom?!” Zumrut and Fouad looked at him surprised. Zumrut confused: “Kerem…” Kerem angrily: “I asked you something?! You won`t give up, don`t you…? Zumrut Taskiran never gives up…” Zumrut was first scared and then she got mad. Zumrut: “Leave us Fouad.” Fouad confirmed with his head and he left. Kerem was looking at her angrily. Zumrut looked at him: “Would you tell me what you are doing?! How you dare to talk with me like that?! In front of some employer…” Kerem was moving annoyingly. Zumrut made painful face: “You started, don`t you…?” Kerem looked at her. Zumrut with tears in her eyes: “You don`t respect me not even a little… just because I depend on you…” Kerem felt uncomfortable. Zumrut started to cry: “of course… I am now just a cripple and you can do and say what you want…” Kerem closed his eyes annoyingly. Zumrut looked at him slowly to see did she succeed to trick him or to continue. Kerem looked at her: “Don`t say those things mom. You know that is not true.” Zumrut looked at him with tears in her eyes: “You know I came here because of doctor. I wanted to see my grandchildren. Is that a crime?! I can`t see them?!” Kerem looked in other direction. He felt shame because of her words. Zumrut was looking at him and analyzing his acting. Zumrut with crying voice: “You want to know whom Fouad will keep eyes on?” Kerem looked at her. Zumrut with tears on her face: “On persons who want to see me dead.” Kerem was looking at her sadly. Zumrut bowed her head: “How I can know they won`t try again…? How to know they won`t made it this time…?” Kerem felt so bad. He approached to her and he hugged her. Zumrut was hugging him and she felt relief. She made it… Kerem hugging her: “Don`t cry mom… I am here…” Kerem was moving hair from her face: “I won`t let anyone to hurt you again…” Zumrut was looking at him and she smiled sadly. She was looking at his eyes and she felt so bad. He made him sad and worried. She didn`t want that… What is wrong with you Zumrut?! Why you do thing you don`t want?! Kerem hugged her again and Zumrut closed her eyes. She felt so much guilty… Necip was lying in bed and he was thinking on Zumrut. He forgot on her legs… only her face and her voice were in his mind. He was remembering her smiling with the children. He didn`t see her so long. And her smile? How long he didn`t see her smiling…? Not noticing that he was smiling while he was thinking on her… In that moment he saw Cinar `s face. He felt so uncomfortable… He can`t let his heart to do this to his mind. Zumrut did bad things. He killed unborn child… She sent him to prison for something she did… He closed his eyes because he felt so much pain… his mahitabim did all those bad things…? He set in bed because he was so destroyed. He couldn`t bare that pain of losing her. He couldn`t accept that his wife is gone, that his mahitabim left and she will never come back. There is just that woman full of darkness who doesn`t care about anything and anyone… he closed his eyes and he leaned back on pillows. He was trying to think on bad things, to chase away that sweet warmth in his heart but… he couldn`t. he knew this will happen. His only escape is to pretend. To pretend like he did until now. Like he said before - his heart will be his prison… Zumrut was lying in bed and she was thinking on Necip. She was thinking on warmth in his eyes when he was looking at her long time ago. She was remembering one man who once loved her and was hers. Her eyes were full of tears. She knew it is all over… She closed her eyes and she remembered how destroyed he was today. Tears were falling from her face. For a second she thought that Necip never loved her. He was lying to both of them. Ikbal was someone who always was there. Like a shadow, like a ghost. In that moment she was imagining how she would feel if Necip took her from wheelchair today. She had her eyes closed and she was trying to imagine his arms. Then she opened her eyes angrily. Zumrut: “What are you doing Zumrut?!” She closed her eyes angrily and she was squeezing blanked with her both hands. She felt pain in her whole body. She touched her belly. She was trying to breathe normally and to calm down… like some shadow passed over her face. Shadow of knowing some painful truth… She had eyes full with tears. She smiled ironically and took pills for pain. While she was doing that like some kind of spite was on her face, in her every move. Spite to whom? For what? Like she wanted to prove something. She put glass on the night desk and she had again that ironical smile and eyes full with tears… What are you doing Zumrut…? To whom…? For what? Necip was nervous whole morning. Everyone thought it was because of those papers from yesterday. Even he thought that. He set in car because he wanted to be alone. Driver: “Where to Mr. Necip?” Necip looking through the car window: “Just drive…” He was sitting in car and trying to realize why he feel like that. He is mad? No… Upset? Maybe… But why? And then from nowhere Zumrut came. He was in shock because of his thought. You miss her?! You are like this because of her?! Then he looked again through the car window. He was looking sadly and slowly accepting the truth… He wanted to see her… Bur how? What to say? How to act? He bowed his head and took a deep breath… Zumrut again feels pain. She took her medicine again but it helped her just a little. Pain was still there… She was sitting in the wheelchair with a sad look. She was again thinking on him… She didn`t want to accept that his feelings left just like that… that can`t be truth! He couldn`t stop loving her over the night! She knows him… he is cold and stubborn but he…. Then she stopped. What if he pretends? He is hurt… His feelings and proud are hurt… She was sitting there and thinking about that when she felt again strong pain… she closed her eyes and she was trying to breathe normally… Necip was standing in front of the Ilgaz villa and looking at it. For a moment he realized he was doing stupid thing and he wanted to leave. He was about to turn around when the front door opened. He looked at it and he saw Fouad caring Zumrut. For a moment he had jealousy on his face but then he felt shame. He remembered she can`t walk… Because of him… Fouad stopped when he saw Necip. Zumrut was looking at Necip surprised. She was trying to hide small smile on her face. Zumrut: “Necip…” Necip was looking at her confusingly: “I…” he was thinking what to say. Necip looking at her: “Children were sad and I came to see if you can come again…” he was slowly moving his eyes from her while he was saying that. Zumrut was looking at him and she smiled inside of herself. Are you lying to me Necip? You wanted to come? You came alone, didn`t you…? Children has nothing with this… Zumrut was looking at him and her eyes were smiling. She couldn`t hold on her happiness… You still have feelings for me… I knew it… I knew it Necip! She was looking at him with excitement on her face and he was looking at her confused. He didn`t understand why she looks like that. Fouad: “Mrs. Zumrut?” Zumrut looked at Fouad and like he helped her to get herself together. Necip was looking at her and waiting her answer. She looked again at Necip and then she looked at Fouad. Zumrut: “We will go to see children.” Fouad came out from the house caring her. He wanted to put her in the car when Necip stopped him. Necip: “WE can go with my car.” Zumrut looked at him. Necip felt shame again because he said that with too much excitement. Zumrut smiled again inside of herself. Necip felt bad and he wanted to correct what he did. He didn`t want Zumrut to see his weakness for her… Necip: “I am sorry… if you have something else to do we can…” Zumrut: “No, It`s ok… Fouad can come latter for me.” Zumrut looked at Fouad. Fouad: “As you wish Mrs. Zumrut.” Necip moved and Fouad put Zumrut in Necip`s car. Necip`s driver closed the door and Zumrut had satisfied smile on her face. Then she made painful face again. She took a deep breath. In that moment Necip came into the car. She was trying to make normal face. Necip: “Are you ok…?” Zumrut looked through the car window: “I am fine…” She could barely say it… Necip was looking at her worried from time to time because he feels something is wrong. Necip: “Are you sure ok?” Zumrut closed her eyes and felt relief because pain was smaller. Zumrut looked at him: “I told you I am fine…” She looked through the car window again. She was trying to hide her satisfaction. Necip sadly bowed his head. Zumrut not looking at him: “That house is nice…” Necip looked at her confused. Then he realized she was talking about house they are living now. Zumrut: “Was it expensive?” She was smiling inside of herself. Necip looked at her: “I don`t know… Cinar and Toprak took loan for that…” Zumrut smiled to him: “ Don`t you worry. I am sure it will be yours soon…” Necip was looking sadly at her and trying to realize what she is trying to tell him. Some of your plane again Zumrut? Zumrut looked at him: “Is everything ok with company?” Necip was now more confused. Zumrut pretending worried: “Kerem told me some clients came to us and they wasn`t satisfied… I didn`t understood well but they said company is unsecure…” Zumrut: “I told Kerem to tell them about bad situation with Toprak. I hope that will help clients to be little more patient with you…” Zumrut turned her head to the window again. She had evil smile again. She was enjoying so much. Necip was surprised to hear that: “ Thank you…” Zumrut made serious face and looked at him: “ Not at all… but they were really worried…” Necip took a deep breath. Zumrut smiled looking at him and then she made worried face. Zumrut: “is everything ok?” Necip looked at her. Zumrut was looking at him and waiting to hear. Necip was looking at her and thinking. To tell her? For what? But she will find out anyway… Zumrut: “Necip…” Necip looking at her: “We have some problems with the bank.” Zumrut acting worried: “I hope nothing serious…” Necip was looking sadly at her: “We will fix everything…” Zumrut smiled: “I am sure you will…” Necip smiled sadly to her. I wish you really mean that Zumrut. I wish… but you don`t… Zumrut was looking through the car window. Just you dream Necip. Maybe in your dreams you will solve that situation… Zumrut not looking at him: “You know you can ask me help, right?” Necip looked at her surprised but she wasn`t looking at him. He was looking at her and he didn`t know what to think. Zumrut looked at him: “I you need money, say it. Don`t make new loans.” Zumrut looked to the window: “It`s your money anyway. And company too…” He was looking at her and with her every new word he didn`t know what to think. Zumrut smiled and she was about to give the final hit. Zumrut looked at him: “House is yours too. If you have problems you can come to live with me.” Zumrut was looking at his eyes. He was looking at her and he felt that she was buying him with every word. Zumrut was looking at him and trying to seduce him. He was looking at her eyes and he was realizing what she does. He moved his head and looked in front of him. Zumrut made complaining face. Necip not looking at her: “Thank you but like I said we will fix everything.” Zumrut making annoying face: “I really hope so…” He looked at her slowly and he made sad face. She will never change… Zumrut was looking through the car window and she felt pain again. She was trying o hide that but Necip noticed. Necip worried: “Zumrut…” Zumrut was holding her hand on her belly and trying to stay calm. Necip scared: “Zumrut? Are you ok?” Pain was getting so big. She couldn`t stand it anymore. She was making painful noise. Necip terrified: “Zumrut! Drive fast!” Driver looked in review mirror. When he saw Zumrut, he was driving fast to the hospital. Necip was walking worried over the hallway. They are too long inside and he doesn`t know anything. Cinar: “Dad?” Necip looked at him scary: “Son…” Cinar: “What are you doing here?” Necip didn`t know what to say: “I was going to you and Toprak…” He looked worried at the door where Zumrut was and he was walking with Cinar. Cinar was saying something to him and he couldn`t listen. They set on chairs and Necip was just thinking about Zumrut. What if they come out and no one is there? He was so nervous because of Cinar. It`s not time yet for him to find out Zumrut came back… Cinar: “Are you ok dad? How the children are?” Necip looked at him: “They are fine…” Luckily that Cinar wasn`t at home or children will tell him about Zumrut. Zumrut… God… Necip got up and Cinar looked at him confused. Necip nervously: “I forgot to do something in the firm. I have to go.” Cinar got up too: “Ok…” Necip walked away fast and Cinar was looking at him confused. Necip was in elevator and he thought centuries were passing with every new floor. When he finally came out, he saw doctor leaving over the hallway. Necip walking fast: “Doctor!” Doctor turned around. Necip worried: “How is Mrs. Zumrut?” Doctor looked at Necip: “I am sorry but I don`t have anything good to tell you…” Necip worried: “I don`t understand…” Doctor: “her oncologist is with her now. She stopped going on chemotherapies even she knew she shouldn’t…” Necip was looking at doctor like a completely lost man. Doctor worried: “I won`t lie to you… She already was on the edge of death. This time…” Necip was looking at the doctor and he felt like he is becoming shorter… Like was falling into the ground… Doctor took a deep breath: “Your wife could die…”
Posted on: Wed, 10 Sep 2014 23:54:39 +0000
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