#Series9 Nandie finished up eating and took a bath. I think she picked that i wanted to be alone. I walked her to the bus stop and we stood chatting away about anything. Before she stopped the taxi she assures me if i need someone shes there for me. Ncooh kanti my friend can be emotional naye! Anyhow i thank her for being there and i give her 20bucks for taxi fare. I turn and walk in the direction of the market. I buy grapes, yes again today! I cant help it hey. As i pass Buttermilk Bakery im taken in by the aura coming into my nose from there. I quickly step in. Gawd! Really! The display is Oh So Heavenly! I dont know what to choose but i sure as hell have the craziest smirk across my face. The lady who looks like she works there is fascinated by me and stares absent mindedly. Lady: Uhm....clearing throat. I see youre taken in by everything here! Me: Oh askies you must be thinking im an idiot smilling to myself. Lady: Nah chill hey! Im actually used to such reactions and even worse. Can you believe the other day we had to call security coz some guy was licking the glasses of the display. Me: Haaaaa! Really, but i dont blame him. We chuckled and then she let me ogle over the display a while. I guess she saw my frustration of not being able to choose what i want. Lady: I see you cant decide what to take. Let me offer you a deal. Me: Let me hear it! Lady: Ill give you a piece of most things on display of your choice for 50bucks. How does that sound? Me: Can you do that! Wow id love that. Lady: On one condition that youll always buy bread and stuff here. ( she said smilling) Me: Aaagh goodness tell me im dreaming. Ill be your most loyal client ever. Do you do deliveries? Lady: Yeah only on a 20km radius. Do you stay around here? Me: Jah just a street away. Let me give you my details and you can give me your pamphlet/ menu and contact details. Do i have to order the day before or i order anytime when youre open? Lady: Anytime hey. Theres charges for deliveries though. Me: Its cool. I dont mind as long as i get my yummy heaven here. So i picked up different things, swiss roll, croissants, cheese twists, broccolli basket, french ciabatta and mmmmh their famous baguette. I carried my platter and paid for it. Promised to give them a call anytime. I walked fast coz i couldnt hold myself anylonger. And i was pressed mxxxm. This pee maar, i peed just before we left the house. I get home and head straight to the bathroom and pee. Jah the 2second pee. The way i was pressed youd swear it was gonna fill up a 5litre bucket. I wash my hands and head to the kitchen to get a drink. Im glad Mod cleaned up last night coz i didnt have energy. I picked a cheese twist and went to my bedroom. Yeepie Nandie tidied up. So i go chill in the lounge. I have the platter on my lap so im practically stuffing my face. I hear a knock and i swear under my breath who it could be. I remember i didnt lock the door when i came in coz of the pee. So i shout to the person to come in. I hear the door open and close. Footsteps and i cant make out what gender the visitor is and i dont really care. Im not gonna be disturbed by someone without timing lol. My mind is glued to the screen and my hands are busy automatically selecting what to eat. I dont mind the order coz im enjoying everything. I hear someone clear their throat and i dont have to turn to know who it is. Richie: Uhm...hie Me: To what do i owe the plessure Mr Hadebe? (i ask sarcastically) Richie: Youre not picking my calls, youre not replying my messages! We need to talk about last night. Please babe let me explain... Me: First of all you dont babe me! Secondly you dont question my activity on my phone! Third and lastly i dont give rats ass about what youre gonna say coz i plain told you that i get the picture. So what do you want to tell me that i dont already know? Richie: I understand youre disappointed but i need to clear a few things with you. I admit i was a jerk for not being honest with you. I thought youd dump me if i told you the truth. Me and Rach yes were married and were going through some stuff and were even considering divorce. She cant bear children, she has a kidney problem which makes it highly impossible to have kids. She has a kid from her previous relationship and i have none. I want kids too and i cant continue with her. Thats why she spends most of the time at home. I havent touched her since she came. And i promise not to touch her and shes going back home in a week or so. He looks at me as if waiting for me to say something. And im just busy eating my goodies to care. Richie: Say something please... Anything, even shout at me or hit me. I cant take this silence youre giving me. Me: Interesting story hey. But what makes you think i care what is going on in your life now. Fact remains you are married and im your side dish, whom you use when wifey is home. So please if youre done talking leave me alone and go try for a baby im sure wifey is waiting for you. And Mod doesnt work on a schedule she could walk in any minute. You wouldnt wanna complicate your life wouldnt you? Richie: Okay at least think about what i said. I will call you later. Me: Richard leave! I could see the hurt in his eyes but he saw i wasnt gonna entertain him anyhow. And being dismissed like that stung his super inflated ego. He walked out and i was on his heels to make sure he left and lock the door. He stops at the door and lowers his head to kiss me and i put my palm up to block him. He leaves and i bang the door shut and lock it. I slouch right behind the door and cry. I bowl my eyes out. All the emotions i was holding in since last night come rushing in tons. I dont know if im crying because im disappointed or hurt or i dont wanna believe what is going on. But it seems it worked coz the lump that has been in my throat the whole time has subsided. I dragged myself to the kitchen poured another drink and continued with stuffing my face. Is he telling the truth? What must i do about all this? Aaargh why does love have to be so complicated? And in all this i still cant bring myself to hate him. Ayi life maar!
Posted on: Tue, 09 Dec 2014 08:23:43 +0000
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