So, Im sitting here, listening to your songs, thinking about you. Asking myself, why couldnt god have taken me instead. I understand god took you for a special something. God has his reasons, if he didnt have a reason he wouldnt have done it. I miss you Sarah. I wish I could see you right now! Tell you I love you, hold you ohh so tight, tell you I missed you, and spend a day with you. Just to bring back memories.. Make new memories. Pass time.. Every now and then I have these flashbacks of us, the good times we had!! Wishing I could have that back. Wishing I could tell you how I really felt about you not being here with me. Im telling my self dont cry lexi be strong, but there pouring, they aint staying in, there pouring like a waterfall. The feelings I have about you being gone in mind isnt a good feeling. I want you here with me now!!! I want you to be the angel I see in the light. I wanna see you next to god saying everythings ok!! Lately Ive been hearing this voice... Your voice... Calling my name Alexis...Alexis...Alexis. I start to think Im crazy but then I realize Im not its just you telling me everythings ok and your fine. Assuring me that all is well.. Im beginning to realize that not everything in life is fair, you dont get everything you want. I want you here but god had different plans for you! I wish you could be here to see your little boy grow up! Why did god take you at such a young age. I want you!! I need you very bad!!!! I want you NOW!! The feelings are cramming up and I feel like my head is about to explode!!! I miss you so so so much!! I love you bunches sarah!! Dont forget that please!!! 😖ðŸ˜ðŸ’¦ðŸ’–💌👼😘
Posted on: Fri, 14 Mar 2014 08:06:25 +0000
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