So theres been this thing going on with me. My whole life. I havent felt like a whole person because Ive never been a whole person. Ive been living a lie. Ive been living as who those around me want me to be. Ive been living two lives inside my head, and its time to stop. Its time to allow myself to be me. Its time to allow myself to be healthy and happy. For all those of you who know me, this may not really come as a shock. I know Ill probably lose some of you as friends though as this is a little out of your realm of normal. But I want each and every one of you to know that I do not fault you in any way if we cannot be friends. I respect you and your opinions. Theres this thing called Gender Dysphoria. Broken down it basically means Gender Identity Disorder. Meaning, I am either not happy with the gender I was assigned at birth, or I was pretty much born into the wrong body. My whole life this has plagued me. Made me feel uncomfortable and unnatural in my surroundings. Ive done everything I could to get by, but it just isnt working anymore. I have hit rock bottom and all I want to do is start my journey up. I have been to my doctor. We have started taking steps to allow me to be me. Im starting to get that happy life is right feeling. I will be going as Brody and using the male pronouns in my life. I understand that things cant change overnight. So I wont get upset or angry at anyone that slips up. Im a laid back, easy going type person. Im patient too. To those of you who will stick by me. I love you all. And thank you so much. Its because of you guys that Ill be able to get through this. To those of you who need to part ways with me, I love you all. I understand. And Im not going to hold it against you. Maybe one day we will find ourselves in each others lives again. Thank you for taking the time to read this. I really do love you all. And thank you for the time that we have had together. Im hoping there is still more time to come.
Posted on: Wed, 03 Sep 2014 04:41:54 +0000
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