Spent most of my morning driving, listening to music and crying.... I gotta say I feel a lot better..... I have passions and desires. I have the desire to have a wife who knows I love her with every breath I take. That no human will invade my heart. I want her to know its ok to be imperfect and not dwell on the imperfect but grow together no matter the issue as long as it is genuine. I have a desire that my family is taken care of and leans on me. I cant help heal. I can be there. I can do nothing if need be. I want them to know they matter Music is so dynamic and amazing. My desire is to help everyone realize they have a gift when playing music and a responsibility. If you just play you missed it. Be the heart..... Embody the soul. Make a difference. Be the performance that makes people cry, that makes people life, that brings them joy. Do not just play notes and rhythms. I dont have room for that here. I have a desire to show my kids that they can empower and change lives with their thoughts on life music and how they effect one another. I have a desire of not touching one person but forming an army of healers, or providers of guidance the best they know. To teach people that their passion can be released and shared. Some say I do a good job.... Some is not enough. There is no such thing as enough. I cried so much. I listened intently to every detail. I absorbed whats often overlooked as happenstance. Spend more time in the detail. Be the detail.
Posted on: Wed, 17 Sep 2014 15:22:03 +0000