#TLFSTORIES #2346 INDAK They say that three things could happen when you enter medical school: 1. You end your long-term relationship with someone 2. You will have one-night-stands (at least once) 3. You will meet your true love I met you in Rizal one night. That was when I decided I wanted to sleep with you. My intentions were wrong, I know. I just wanted to see how far I could go. I seduced you. You were very much tempted, but you said we would be committing a sin. I always believed life was short, so I didnt mind. Heck, I didnt even care how people saw me. You said you couldnt do it. Little did I know that you had feelings for me even before I noticed you that night we met. It happened so fast. I was panicking because I was already falling for you. In a bar one night, we sat together, held hands and looked into each others eyes. I was very confused. I didnt like the feeling of falling in-love because I know that it would definitely hurt. Plus, ang lame. Yung love-love na yan? Pang-PBB teens lang yun. The next morning, you actually did hurt me by saying we had to stop whatever we had because your friends did not approve of us growing closer. Two days later, there I was in your arms, still crying. Di ko napigilan. Hindi ko nga alam kung saan nanggagaling yung sakit eh. You held me and said you love me. You asked me if I felt the same way. I said yes. That could have been the start of a love story that could possibly last for a lifetime... if it wasnt forbidden. We were both in long-term relationships. No matter how hard we tried to keep our feelings to ourselves, the glow of our love just kept radiating on and on especially if we were together. Nobody approved of us. You were very much afraid to lose your friends, so you said goodbye to me so many times. But you kept coming back. I dont know why, but you kept coming back. Everyone kept disapproving. Everybody kept telling us that what we had wasnt real. Hindi daw natin alam kung ano ang pag-ibig kasi puro kalandian lang naman daw tayo. Hindi lang nila alam na habang magkasama tayo, magkausap, those were the times I realized na ayoko nang maging malandi, at pinagsisihan ko lahat ng kalandian at pagkakamali ko nung college. Have you ever listened to a song, and just realized that it was written to tell your story? The lyrics, the melody, the rhythm, all of them in perfect harmony just to capture all the different emotions and feelings you have? Ours was INDAK by Up Dharma Down. Sabi nila pwede naman daw itama ang lahat. Iwanan ang mga karelasyon namin para pwede na kami. We have our reasons why we STILL couldnt do that, reasons nobody could understand kundi kami lang. Yes, we had that mindset. In the end, hindi na rin niya maintindihan kung bakit hindi ko pa maiwan yung akin para sa kanya. That love we had was that kind of love I havent felt in the longest time: Unafraid. Real. Matindi. Pero mali. Huwag kayong mag-alala. Wala na rin lang kami. The last time he said goodbye, hindi na siya bumalik. Sumuko na siya. Sumuko na rin ako dahil sumuko siya. Yung three things na pwedeng mangyari sayo sa med? Totoo yun, but not for all. May mga bagay talaga na hindi na dapat pinaglalaban pa. Kahit true love pa yan. ~Mag-aaral nalang ako\2nd year\SOM
Posted on: Sun, 06 Jul 2014 04:30:01 +0000