Thanking God for the leadership/my sponsor/and friends in my life they demand that I raise the bar and for that Im grateful....recovery has been and remains an active change in my ideals, my attitude and my behavior and Im far from perfect, but what I find is perfect is the process for which Im working on each day, I have the opportunity to try again, Im so grateful for those who allow me to try again.....by no means am I comfortable operating in utter disregard, but being human means I will make errors......I apologize for those that dont understand that Im not perfect and that yes I made a mistake and Ill probably on my journey make another one, Ive lived transparent for so long to where at times I fall victim to being as forthcoming as I am....the window for which I allow people to see me through will be the same window people will fault me for but I still wont pull the curtains closed. I have lived all my life trying and wanting to be....be loved...be professional.....be respected.....be me....be...be...be...and guess what friends and family I will continue to work at being.....I had decided I wasnt posting on FB anymore because of my words in a previous post but the love you guys offered and showed in response to that apology lets me know Im loved and yes you accept my apology. I have a week off from work to think about my behavior, we are a new Brothers United Inc. of Indianapolis and my behavior was not that of what we model and I accept that, I want to be a better person and the non validation in my behavior allows me to get better.......Thanks Brothers United Inc. of Indianapolis, Indiana for changing and allowing me to change to.
Posted on: Fri, 22 Nov 2013 23:23:34 +0000
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