There is a fellow admin driving me up the wall right now. Not Sanraizu. She is dealing with the problem since I am too tired and ill to deal with said admin right now (the admin is of a different page, not this one or else the problem would have been solved with a couple clicks). A fan once messaged this page requesting no personal posts. I have agreed and have avoided such posts as best as I could. I am so sorry, but I have to post this. Its killing me. I have posted worst stuff then telling people to go cry in a pillow. I have posted stuff suggesting Arthur verbally abused Alfred as a child. The UsUk fans are known to be some of the worst this fandom has to offer, and they cried when reading those posts, but they accepted them, although not altering their views of their OTP. Why? Because they know it is mere opinion of mine and that it is my interpretation of history. They knew that I respect their ship, despite posting horrible stuff about it. One did complain, but I comforted her because she felt sad over it and it broke my heart. Now this issue... *leans back into chair and sighs* I have had it worse with the feminists and I solved the problem by banning them. That is truly the worst attack we have faced, to be honest. Nothing can compare to those insults *shakes head and laughs*. I am currently insensitive because I am taking an unwanted stroll through Memory lane. I cant stop thinking about my ex-girlfriend whom I broke up with two years ago. Normally I would have posted this and gotten it off my chest (no one seems to pay attention to those posts anyway). But in respect to the fans wish, I didnt and it built up. Now I am finally taking it off my chest, but I wont go into further detail about my reflections. Lets just say I realized I should have chosen her over my religion. I would go back to her if she wasnt with someone else and she doesnt want anything to do with me. So Im stuck in depression because a moron(my stalker) had to make me take the stroll by reminding me of her. *angry sigh* I hate remembering her because it kills me everytime. And I take it out on the first person to piss me off. About the insults... I have posted worse than telling people to go cry into a pillow. I have. And no one bothered me. In fact, my blunt statements seem to make the majority of the fans happy, and its them I seek to please. I have even been told that they love my blunt opinions and to not change my ways. Apparently that is what makes this page interesting and unique compared to other pages that are similar to ours. Our opinions are bluntly stated and we dont hide behind a mask like other admins may. I dont intend to change my ways, because I have been like this since the page was created. Neither will Sanraizu. To the admin that we are currently dealing with: I understand you want me to be nicer when posting. I could be, but my rude opinions will still be there. I promise to stop telling people to go cry in a pillow, even though there are worse things to say. And its the first time I actually wrote it. So I promise to be nicer in my posts but my blunt/rude opinions will still be there. So there is some hypocrisy in this post. I said I wouldnt change but I just promised to make a slight change. Does it matter? Im positive the majority of you wont mind. Although I do know there are worst stuff I have said (I do recall calling out people before and barely any problems there.) A couple things to add: Priests arent the only ones to preach. Preach basically means to deliver a sermon or to give advice on certain stuff. And sermons are not necessarily for priests or religious purposes. Just saying. The Vatican is not a building. It is a hill and there is a reason the word city is attached to it. There are multiple buildings in it. I am being serious when I say, Point out your building. There are many. And I apologize for any insults launched at people today. Im seriously not having a good day. I know this is no excuse, but I am not going to be begging for forgiveness. I cant to that, even if I am very sorry. I refuse to humilliate myself. But I am sincerely sorry, even if I do not sound like I am. So I bid thee farewell. Perhaps tomorrow will be a better day. More Dross tomorrow. ~F.T~
Posted on: Thu, 30 Oct 2014 06:37:47 +0000
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