There is so much support and love! Im trying to keep up with it all, thankyou so much and I love you all just as much back! Today hasnt been quite a good day but it had been better than many. I wont be leaving anytime soon because of how sick I am.. I guess normal ppl come in with an infection of 1 or if its super bad like a double digit like 10 max, well I came in with triple digits, my body is completely riddled with infection and I can say I definitely feel it.. I got my picc line in today and Ive been trying to eat but its so hard when my stomach is completely distended to 9 months pregnant looking.. It also makes it extremely hard to breathe and cough up anything, but the suction tube thing helps get out a lot! My body is actually retaining way too much water and I had a bladder scan, checked twice by different people, even after I peed, Im holding like triple what Im suppose to and its I guess going to the rest of my body, meaning I cant walk, sit up, change, go to the washroom, or do much of anything without much needed assistance.. This has all been a lot to handle for my little brain today and I was alone all day so I just ended up crying a lot.. Hoping I can bring in some more comfort things like a soft blanket I have and body pillow at home, Im so thankful for the teddy bears and cards and pictures because they brighten up my room which is so so so dull and colourless lol and I love cuddly things! Next artistic job : anything that glows, Im obsessed with things that glow xD once I get outta here Im getting one of those glow bears you snuggle with and Im gonna hunt down those like pillow pets that shine gentle light on the ceiling or something and the blanket, look I have goals! Im a kid at heart, no shame xD I cant leave my bed hardly, let alone my room, so Im trying my best to cheer myself up :3 and brighten up my room lol 😊 thankyou all for being here for me!
Posted on: Fri, 09 Jan 2015 03:13:16 +0000
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