Things on my mind. Its weird. I have nothing to really be stressed out about, not really, like I have in recent months or times, yet I am stressing out and dont kno why. I get a blessing in the mail yesterday, so why cant I just be grateful and accept it? I aint perfect, I kno that, dont claim to be and I have struggled so much in recent times to do all I can to survive as morally and legally as I possibly could and I did. Now I am nowhere near what I was. Chips are stacking, me and Allen are workin and doing it together, I can give to my kids, to Allen and myself, but for some reason I am still scared. Guess I am just not use to things going right, stability, hell having a bank account with money building in it. I have hit rock bottom so many times and its hell getting back up and starting over...rebuilding. Maybe its just the devil tryin to make me feel bad and worry, makin me feel like I dont deserve it, cause God is rewarding me. I dont kno. Just gonna give it to God. He always reveals things to me eventually. Till then Im just gonna have to trust and have faith in him. He never forsakes me and he never will. Thank u Father for all I am, all I have and all u do. In Jesus name, Amen.
Posted on: Sun, 19 Oct 2014 10:17:00 +0000
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