This is my 9th concussion in life. And I can definitely say that this one is significantly different. I am having a much harder time getting my head and my body to coordinate. I feel much more confused and groggy this time around. There is a delay in the messaging from my head to my mouth.... When I am speaking. I know from experience, that this will get better each day. But I cant help but worry that this blow to my head may have been the one too many time. Nothing worse than feeling like you dont have control over your own brain. And having seizures on top of that..... Is just ultra frustrating. I have so many beautiful thoughts and ideas and plans in this old head of mine. Today I lay back on my couch .... Warm tears streaming down my swollen cheeks..... As I try and get my thoughts straight in my head . I force myself to keep writing and talking..... Just hoping it will encourage the healing process. But the truth? Head injuries really scare me. And, although I have a positive outlook on most everything in life........ I would be lying if I didnt admit to being somewhat nervous this time around.....
Posted on: Sun, 08 Jun 2014 22:19:45 +0000