This song is for my dad ****** its just called derham ******** dad its my your son Im fine are you disappointed I hit the floor I couldnt take it anymore I wanted to just find the door I walked away I would cry and cry and just ask why the lie the lie I still wonder why why well you say I scared you well dad you scared me all my life you held that knife and chased derham me and nerolie down the road that night to pull out our life we were scared dad we didnt understand you and mum the fighting over you and mums divorce it was ugly and course you hit mum in front of me she fell dad I was 10 and nerolie was 12 we didnt deserve that people know me dad derham that loves his freinds and sister I and wears a hat you hit me dad until I cryed once I tried to be a good son and I was thrown out of the family home with no money no shelter it was to a 14 year old boy me helter skelta you moved into a van I did to at the back of sharons house at the time I didnt think it was grouse it was cold and lonely the mornings were not nice up at 4 knock knock at the factory door my job as a man to survive could me derham handle it all you decide dad you and mum I felt like using a gun not on anyone just me to be free I am a man now its in the past it was hell to me I was a boy who deserved love not the other side of the family home its front door I cry sometimes dad because I deserved more and more love than that I write music dad that is my life I love it derham is my name I am not ashamed of my life I make my own path and think I have pulled trough I have to because I had s bad father like you you never showed me love only to other people I was your son remember me I did have that gun I forget sl that now a chapter of my life that is no point holding another knife to take my life life is great I love it I have seen Australia dad you never asked me about my life I went and saw your life pass away on that horrible day I miss you dad I love you dad your son derham that one day will be no 1 ******** my childhood and dont cry my song derham about me as a child some things stick with me in life lyrics me xxx ooo
Posted on: Mon, 03 Feb 2014 18:46:43 +0000
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