Thoughts on being a female human caregiver. Before I begin I just want to say to whom ever may find and read this, I hope this helps with your understanding of human behavior. Having successfully achieved impregnation 9 months ago ( incubation period) and today Is delivery day. This is the story of my life with a female human code named Paige. Day 1 Labour!! When the only thing you really have to go on is movies and a few blogs, it is way different from what I was expecting. On tv, woman are screaming, feet up in stirrups, 10 doctors in gowns and masks. Not even close. First thing.... It takes awhile. A loonnggg while. For us I have heard it went fairly quick but it still felt like forever. Grab your pre packed bags from home and race to the hospital. Then its the waiting game. Its all about dilation. Under 10cm? Got to wait. How long? Who knows. All the while moms in pain. But wait!! Here comes the epidural. Momma loves the epidural. Back to waiting. Ok we are at seven now. Time to wait some more. Oh and some more. Then it happens! Only you dont know its happening until you realize its happening. See the nurse came in for a check up just like the last three times, only this time she is 10 cm. So she tells momma how to push to see what happens. At this point I think they are just testing, because the ten doctors in gowns and stirrups wasnt there. Oh boy was I wrong. Ten minutes in I realize she actually trying to push her out, right there me holding a leg and one nurse on the other. Thats it!! Here is where I went from No way im not going to look! to Holy shit I cant look away!! All it took was for the nurse to say she could see a hair, and for curiosity to get the better of me and I looked. I love Jessicka so I wont go into detail but what I saw was.....well.... Amazing!! I witnessed the very moment my human female infant came into this world. The blood and what have you was nothing compared to this tiny and surprisingly heavy little buddle of flesh. This is me! This is my flesh. The moments in that small little room that I will remember always are many. The first time I seen her, held her, she held me, the look on Jessicka Hydras face when she seen her for the first time and that also of my mothers. Both full of tears just like my own. I want to thank Jessickas sisters for coming down and her roommate for driving them. I also want to thank everyone who text and messaged me on Facebook. I love each and everyone of you, and cant wait for you to meet Paige at her shower.
Posted on: Sat, 24 Jan 2015 07:36:31 +0000
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