To my children, Josh Stillballin Critchfield and Justin Critchfield...I am only human ,I have messed up as a mother ,as a person,I have made the worst mistakes ever ...thinking it was protecting you or us,I have stayed places when we should of left,I have walked away from places when I should of stayed and fought ,but one thing that stands true that through all the wrong choices I have made ...I have never not loved,cherished,wanted,or held you as my number ones in my heart ...there is no battle that I will not stand and fight with you ....we may all have different scars from the same battle but we need to stand as one and fight together,heal together,love together,get through this together and build a happy future together....because no matter how much money or material things we have or do not have we are rich in love and blessings from The Lord ....he has always pulled us out of the valley ....he has always provided us with a home,food,cloths...those are blessings.....everything else is abundance of blessings,gifts that are not promised or needed,just his gracious gifts...so please forgive me for my faults as I have made many in the past,please forgive me for allowing a certain person in our lives that has somehow destroyed us all emotionally one way or the other ..for way to long ...please forgive me for not being the stronger person,please forgive me for not seeing the hurt I could not see at the time ...and know that i promise to try to be a better mother,a better person,a better listener,and most of all your own personal worrior against any battle ....till my death ...you are my life ..I love you both
Posted on: Sun, 16 Nov 2014 23:38:49 +0000
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