WITH Annes permission to post her love story:) (unedited po, sorry wla n kong time) Dear DJ Sunshine, Hi to you.. Hi to your Power of Five friends... Hello to Radyo Kabayan stuff..You know that I havent been listening to your program that much because of our work...Its gonna be my first time today as I filled my annual leave for a week..Thank you for being one of my closest friend in our workplace. Daye, please just call me “Anne”...I live here in Melbourne for almost 3 1/2 years now. As far as I remember youre my first Filipina mentor in our ward....i would like to thank you DJ Sunshine for every bits of information of additional knowledge and skills to pass my nursing accreditation skills here in Aus... Its just a shame sis that we are not working on the same shift..for my body wont tolerate night shifts....then I was transferred to another ward, and I missed your support as a colleague and I lost contact with you na for couple of years. Alam ko hindi mo na alam ang nangyari sa love life ko... sa amin ni Wacks....nung nagkalayo tayo sa ward sis...let me just tell you again our story,..kahit na masakit sa akin na maalala pa ang lahat..... Year 2009 when I migrated here as a skilled migrant... Like you, Im a nurse..and you know personally the guy I fell in love with...si Wacks... Halos sabay kami ni Wacks na dumating dito sa Meelbourne..From Cavite sya,,, Im from Laguna... para kaming laging pinagtatagpo nuon ni Wacks...From the immiggration Department, nasa likod ko na sya nuon nung piunaprocess ko yung papers and visa … kapansin pansin sya dahil sa height niya na 61.. and alam mo naman ang mga pinoy sa abroad pag unang dating sa ibang bansa.. ang unang hinahanap at kinakausap ay ang kapwa pinoy... may dalawa na syang kausap na pinay nuon... sa pila.. Iilan lang ang available na table nuon sa canteen coz it was a busy Monday, looking around, bitbit ko yung tray ko, si Wacks na yung tumawag sa akin to join them at their table. Sabi niya, “Dito ka na oh” sabay turo dun sa vacant seat na tabi niya. .. Hindi accomodating yung dalawang katabi niya.. tipid na ngiti amg binigay sa akin. Lately after ng snack ay napag alaman ko na lang na dun lang din nya pala nakilala sa pila yung dalawang pinay. Ask ko si wacks, pano naman nya nalaman na pinay ako .. no one thinks im a Pinay coz im half Canadian and half pinay.. (canadian si dad sis alam mo na yan di ba).. Tinuro na lang ni Wacks yung Philippine passport ko na nakagay sa see through passport envelop ko with other documents. After 5, we managed to process everything. Uwian, hindi na sumabay si Wacks sa dalawa din niyang newly acquaintance.. Instead she offered me to drop to Starccbucks na na sa harap lang ng Immigration Embassy. I dont know why I trusted him kagad. Hes so gentleman kasi, alam mo yan sis. Takaw pansin si Wacks, I guess ull agree that he have this Zanjo look alike and character... You asked me to mention as well my look alike, will you agree Im a bit of Marielle??? Suplada ako maituturong, very sedom to smile.. but that Monday afternoon, prang hindi nawala yung smile ko.. Sabi ni Wacks, palagi dqaw nakadisplay yung dimples ko in both cheeks. There was no dull moments For a couple of hours we planned where to apply initially, and how to expedite our skilled migration papers, coz he did a thorough research kung pano tatapusin yung accrreditation nya as a nurse as quick as in 3 months time. Di biro ang gasstos sis. We spend thousands of dollars, at sa amin pareho ni Wacks na nkikitira lang sa distant relatives, we cant afford not to work as immidiate as we can. That night after Starbucks, hinatid nya ako, and to Titas surprised, pinakilala ko si Wacks, dun na rin sya inoffer magdinner ni Tita pero umuwi na lang sya. It didnt end there DJSunshine. The following day, naka tawag na sya sa akin sa cp ko... Offered me to apply with him sa mga lists of nursing agencies who would cater our accreditation... and went to different hospitals so we could apply after 3 months..HIndi ko na ieelaborate yung pagiging close namin sa pag aaply my sis. To sum it all, naging kami ni Wacks. Wacks has supported me all through out sa mga paper works , minsan na kinapos ako ng few thousand bucks, he insisted to pay for it, but I managed to pay him back din naman. We are both single at walang pressure na mgpadala sa Phils coz both of our relatives are doin well in pinas anyway. We were both lucky to be hired in our hospital DJ Sunshine, I know all our senior nurses came from Singapore or UK, like you. But thanks to your support and to our ward manager, she trusted our long years of experience in tertiary hospital fr Phils. DJ Sunshine, ang pag migrate ko, namin ni Wacks sa Melbourne was like a dream come true, set aside natin yung ganda ng bansang ito na categorized as most liveable place in the world.. You know what, my days are meaningful, coz aside from this wonderful place, Ive got Wacks as my sweetheart. We worked in the same place... and halos 3x a week magka shift kami. Still no dull moments, di kami nagsasawa sa isat isa na magkasama buong maghapon. Npaka gentlleman ni Wacks. In 2 years na magkasama kami, masaya na kami sa holding hands, sa mga yakap.... If we go out on a movie date..im so proud to say that he would just kiss me on my hands or in cheeks.. you just dont know how happy I am – coz Wacks respect me as a woman. Bibihira na lang ata sa guys ngayon ang hindi demanding DJ Sunshine... Ang sabi sa akin ni Wacks, alam niya na ako ang second boyfriend niya... and I believe na alam niya I dont have any “experience” sa ganung mga bagay... We were not only lovers sis but Best of Friends. Solong anak si Wacks.. Im the youngest of 3 girls.. Para ko syang kuya... kahit na matanda ako sa kanya ng isang taon. He is so responsible. Mas masarap pa sya magluto kaysa sa akin.. But everytme na lulutuan ko sya ng masterpiece ko na spaghetti, sobra appreciate niya.. The sweetest bonding na mayron kami ay tuwing nanonod ng DVD sa lounge nila na naka kandong ako all the while, kahit na palagi ay tinutulugan niya ako... it will end up na matutulog na lang din ako sa lap niya..On Sundays, pag walang duty, after church we go straight to our national parks, spending sweet moments together, na alam mo naman DJ Shine, na ang witness mo lang ay ang big trees and the musoc of your ears are the humming of the birds.... Couldnt ask for more, kasi katabi ko si Wacks... katabi ko ang lalaking mahal na mahal ko...... We managed to look after each other DJ Shine in an ideal relationship.. He didnt take advantage of our relationship.. Hugs and kisses are the only expressions of our love.... Dumating din sa punto na napagusapan namin ang marriage. But you see, life has so much to offer her in Aus. Less than 30 years of age, I still would love to do more on my career. Last year, Wacks asked me if im ready to settle down na. I told him Im not so sure yet. As an only child, gusto ni Wacks magkaroon ng maraming anak.. Gsto ko maximum of two lang... I am considering myself a career woman Djsunshine.. Marami pa akong plan, to take few more years for Masterals in Nursing. Wacks is doin well too.. Aside from our main full time job, nag work pa din sya as Agency Nurse... few months ago, na feel ko na parang nagiging competitor na namin ang isat isa sa career. Paramihan ng overtime shifts... Nawalan na kami ng time sa isat isa. Because I wanted to expound my clinical expertise, I moved to the other ward. DJShine one of our australia anaesthetist courted me.. but I turned him down dahil mahal ko si Wacks. Gsto ko Filipino.. at gsto ko si Wacks ang maging future husband ko... Naging madalang na yung paglabas labbas namin . We are already counting on our 3rd year anniversary early next year. I dont normally call him to go out. Minsan na sinubukan ko sya ayain, he said hes so tired from his extra night shift. He then offered me to go to his place. Pinagluto ko sya dinner... Matamlay sya sis... hindi ko alam kung physically drained? Or may iniisip syang malalim...I cant say anything to cheer him up... First time namin na hundi na malambing sa isat isa... Kimain kaqmi ng dinner na nhalos walang imik.. Wala akong ma I tanong kung may problema ba kami.... natatakot akong magtanong dahil ramdam ko na mayron nga... at alam kong hindim ko kakayanin ang mga sasabihin niya... Dj Sunshine alam kong may third party na..... Ayokong mag isip ng negative but I believe in womans intuition …. One time na nag break ako during my extra shift, naddaanan ko si Wacks sa hospitals canteen na may kasabay mag lunch. Shes an Aussie... shes pretty DJ Shine... and I guess theres something on between them..I rang Wacks at night after that morning shift.... first time din niya humindi na dalawin ako sa bahay.... and sumunod nuon ay ang pagdalang ng kanyang mga messages sa akin... if he will reply, palaging delayed. … One Sunday I was so happy dahil sabi niya simba daw kami.... Pero nung buksan ko yung pinto, hindi saya ng mukha niya ang summalubong sa akin.. Hindi sya makatingin sa akin ng direcho DJ Shine... hinawakan nya lang kamay ko all the time from our home til papunta sa church...malapit lang ung church sa amin... mga 20 mins na lakad lang... While we walk.... tumutulo na yung luha ko... iniiwas ko sa kanyang tumingin... Nag misa kami ng walang imikan.... after the Mass..... hinintay namin na lumabas yung mga tao sa church... ngpaiwan kami..... Ako na ang nagsimula sa katahimikan namin... ang sabi ko sa kanya.... “ Now Wacks, lets talk”.... matagal bago sya umimik..... with a big sigh, ang sinabi nya lang sa akin.... “Annne, sorry.....” … dun ako npahagulgol sis...... I cried …. and I told him … Why Wacks??? Ano nagawa ko???.... he just hug me tight..... he let me fnished until I calmed down....i shivered... parang huminto yung mundo ….. Kung may pinkapainful na akong naranasan sa buhay ko... walang kasing sakit ang mga oras na yun..... wala akong pamilya dito DJ Shine.. wala akong maituturing na kaibigan..... wala ako ninuman... I only have Wacks in my life.... Si Wacks na inasahan kong makaksama habang buhay... ang magiging daddy ng magiging mga anak ko..... Ang lalaking una na nagpatibok ng puso ko.... Ang lalaking mahal na mahal ko... and siguro nga kung kakailanganin pang idugtong ang buhay ko kung kakailanganin niya ay ibibigay ko...... Si Wacks... Manhid ang isip ko sis.... Walang salita ang gustong lumabas sa bibig ko... hindi ko alam kung kailangan kong magsorry.... ang nasabi nya lang.... “Anne, sana mapatawad mo ko... mpatawad mo kami ni Jane..” Makakalimutan mo rin ako..... he just kissed me goodbye.... and then he walked away...... 2 weeks akong nag annual leave.... Ayokong kumain.... ayokomg lumabas ng room.... ayokong bumangon from my bed.... ayoko ng mabuhay DJShine.... parang gsto kong umuwi ng pinas... ayokong makita yung mga lugar na pinupuntahan namin.... Na mi miss ko yung pagaalaga niya sa akin.... yung mga yakap nya pag pagod ako.... yung pagtunog ng cellfone ko sa mga message niya umaga, tanghali , gabi...... Yung dadaan sya sa ward para tapikin ako or mag wink sa akin.... yung mga ilove you every morning sa viber... sis miss na miss ko na.... Yung pangarap kong magkasama kami bumuo ng pamilya … lahat yun wala na....im totally alone now DJ Shine... minsan im tempted to take an anti depressant drug.... I cant cope sis.... I dont know how to start my life once again... im so shuttered... my patients need me... but how can I be of encouragement kung ako msmo nawalan na ng gana mabuhay,,,,,, help me,,,, I love Wacks still up to this very point... I dont think I could ever love again,,,,,, all I want from you DJ Shine... is to help me to pray.... Si Wacks ang buhay ko.....
Posted on: Tue, 14 Oct 2014 10:49:14 +0000
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