Well Sunday would have been Mistys 43rd birthday...I cant believe its been almost a year since shes been gone...I hope when we send balloons up to her she reaches out and sees all our messages on them....the Doctors say it gets easier in one year..i beg to differ...I still cant talk about her or share things about her without crying ...a customer at work today said something is different about you today...and I was having one of those days...and i never show anything at work....I said how would you know that...she said I can feel it in you...I shared with her a little bit..very little and couldnt stop crying ..I had to give her a hug and tell her I still cant talk about it...she told me she would pray for me..she was one of a lot of my favorite customers....I want people to come up to me and share stories of my daughter...I need to stop holding in my feelings...im just not ready to release them...Mistys birthday will be aug 31st 1971 and she died 8 days later..miss you so much and I think of her kids and how there coping with all this ...because again 1 year is not enough...no amount of years will change things....thanks for listening to me...
Posted on: Thu, 28 Aug 2014 01:50:44 +0000
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