Well what can I say today except blah We are between dimensions so I am off line which means its as if my guides and higher awareness cannot be found and trying to meditate is impossible, I just get songs or TV shows or random people I dont even know in my head! I should be used to this after nearly 3 years! I used to go right down into despair, crying, feeling totally abandoned, suicidal even at times. Like I had been thrown back into Earth hell! Each time, my shadow self got total space in my head! Each month more of it clears but not without letting me know whats left to clear in no uncertain terms! Wet fish, face slap! These days its more like a vague panic at first, a few wobbles, wondering if I did something wrong, then I try and tell myself all day long that its just as we move between consciousness and dimensions, I will come back on line again! I have a look at what my fears are and pray for them to be healed away in the great ocean of compassion and use crystals, remedies and music to help. As the new vibes sync with the earth/stone (dense) levels we may experience some aches or sharp pains in our bones, anywhere in the body. We may also feel as if sound is warping and the atmosphere is going like marshmallows! Anyone who is not grounded at this level already, may feel very heavy at times, as if you have put an extra stone on in weight! its going to get better soon (soon is a word my guides like to use a lot! Lol) One of the main things to try and remember is, if you open up your DNA portals, you have to shed fear and go through a healing crisis. Some of us didnt consciously chose to open up by going on courses and workshops, so it can seem like an uninvited process. But deliberate or not, its a process! Stay strong, keep your faith and hold on! You are sailing a stormy sea but you will get into the calm bay someday!
Posted on: Sat, 23 Aug 2014 09:36:38 +0000
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