When I go into My moms bedroom it looks bear and naked without her in her bed waiting for me to come and help her out of the bed or take care of her later on near her end. She was lonely and i spent allot of late nights up in her bedroom, and always pertend that something else was wrong and she knew that was wrong but did not let on that she knew because she taught me so much she told me on several occations that when she dies she knows iI will make it without her and I will do good and she was very proud of me. So the problem is what do I do with all of that spare time without her to tend to and spend late nights with. I will get on with my life and will have to find an way to keep the house and car if i can get my drivers licen i know i will pass it on the first time. Please pray that I do get the Licens do I am not stuck in one spot because she always was on the go and out dog went with us everywhere and she misses that. The dog acts like that an part of her is gone and i try to tell her that mom is dead and her soul is with god and her body will be bury her. Know I know why she was so grey it is called financial woes and it is hard on me because i might loose everything if i cant get everything figured out. Love you all and take care of each other and love each othewr for we dont know if it will be the last time we see that person alive again or dead. well i have to go for know by by.
Posted on: Tue, 16 Jul 2013 02:28:51 +0000
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