YOU CAN SAY WHAT YOU WANT ABOUT ME..BUT YOU CAN NEVER SAY WITH A STRAIGHT FACE TO ANYONE...THAT I DONT LOVE YOU..CUZ I DO..U CANT SAY THAT I NEVER TRULY LOVED OR SUPPORTED UR CHILDREN IN ANY OR WHATEVER THEY DID..CUZ I WAS THERE(BASKETBALL..FOOTBALL..SOCCER) SCHOOL PLAYS.. ETC..AND I LOVE THEM..THRU IT ALL IVE ALWAYS BEEN LOYAL..FAITHFUL & TRUE TO YOU..AND YET OTHERS WHO HAVE NEVER BEEN THERE AND IS IRRELEVANT KNOW ABT MY SONS POTTY TRAINING BUT ME..AND YET IVE HAVENT HEARD NOT A WORD FRM YOU.THESE ARE MY FINAL PLEAS..YOU CANT SAY THAT FAMOUS LINE WOMEN LIKE TO USE U ALWAYS RUNNING THE STREETS NOPE..CANT SAY THAT CUZ I WAS THERE 25/8..EVERYDAY ALL DAY..WAITING FOR U TO COME HOME..3 YEARS ALMOST 4..AND THIS IS WHAT IT COMES DOWN TO..FOR YEARS..IVE GOTTEN UP EVERYDAY AND HELPED GET THE KIDS READY FOR SCHOOL..WHEN U WERE ALREADY GONE TO WORK ALL THE WHILE TAKING CARE OF OUR BABY..TIL HE WAS BIG ENOUGH FOR DAYCARE...NOW THAT UR MOMS BACC AND HES BIGGER..NOW ITS IVE NEVER DID NOTHING OR ENOUGH..CUZ YOU GOT HELP NOW..SMH..SO NOW IM WORTHLESS?..IVE BEEN THERE WHEN NO ONE ELSE HAS BEEN..AND THIS IS WHAT IT COMES DOWN TO..I WOULD NEVER IGNORE YOU OR BE SHALLOW TOWARDS YOU..I LOVE YOU..I LOVE MY SON..AND I LOVE YOUR CHILDREN..AND I DONT WANT ALL THAT TIME IVE SPENT TRYING TO BECOME A FATHER FIGURE TO THEM.&.A.FATHER.TO MY SON TO GO DOWN THIS WAY..I MISS MY FAMJLY..I DONT WANT MY SON TO BE WITHOUT ME IN HIS EVERYDAY LIFE..OR OUR OTHER CHILDREN..NOT OVER NO SIMPLE MISUNDERSTANDING..I KNOW I MUST STRIVE TO DO BETTER FOR MY CHILDREN..AND IM NOT PERFECT..DONT LET UR PRIDE GET IN THE WAY OF ME BEIN IN MY SONS LIFE AT LEAST..I APOLOGIZE FOR ANY WRONG IVE DONE THAT MAY HAVE HURT YOU..I HAVE NO PROBLEM PROFESSING MY LOVE THIS WAY..I DONT PUT ON NO FACADE ON HERE LIKE MOST ON HERE DO..NO FILTER..IM DOIN THIS WAY CUZ I CANT REACH YOU ANY OTHER WAY..I DONT WANT SIMPLE SHIT LIKE NON COMMUNICATION..BE THE REASON THAT IM NOT IN MY SONS LIFE..I DONT WANT THIS TO TURN OUT LIKE MY DAUGHTER DID...I DONT WANT TO BE ANOTHER STATISTIC..I WANT TO BE FAMILY ORIENTED..IF WE CANT WORK OUT..ILL BE DISAPPOINTED BUT IM CONTENT WITH THAT..BUT AT LEAST DONT KEEP ME FROM OUR CYRELL..I HATE CUSTODY BATTLES..U KNOW THAT..NO ONE EVER WINS IN THAT..AND THAT WASNT THE PLAN..WE WE.DECIDED TO GO FORTH AND HAVE CYRELL IN OUR LIVES..I LOVE YOU FOR YOU AND HOW HAPPY U MADE ME FEEL AT A POINT..I DID WHAT I COULD SO THAT U DIDNT HAVE TO WORRY ABT ANYTHING WHILE U WORKED..MY TIME IS RUNNING SHORT..AND THERES NO PLACE ID RATHER BE THAN WITH YOU..AND OUR CHILDREN..BUT IF I DONT HERE ANYTHING SOON..I AM PREPARED TO MOVE ON..SO LETS TALK ABT IT..IF U MOVED ON..THATS FINE..ILl BE DISAPPOINTED BUT AT LEAST ILL KNOW..AND CONTENT WITH IT..BUT I NEED MY SON IN MY LIFE.. I LOVE YOU..I LOVE MY SON..AND OUR CHILDREN..THIS IS MY PLEAS. PLEASE FORGIVE ME.. -RAY
Posted on: Fri, 01 Nov 2013 17:55:14 +0000
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