Yes Im thinking alot today. ... Im trying to find my way like everyone else is. I stumble and fall like everyone does! I make mistakes and learn from them. When I feel something I feel it deeply and to the core. Its hard to let things go unresolved and I usually dont stop til resolve is found. My heart is sad. But have to pick myself back up and figure out how to resolve the sadness and maybe even a tad bit anger. I have always tried to be honest and sometimes to a fault. It makes people either mad or happy. I and a very deep feeling woman and when I feel hurt it drags me down. I dont like to be drug down. Emotional blackmail or whatever you call it just makes me upset. Its not fair. I understand a lot that people think I dont. Dont underestimate me. Im strong but can only handle so much Crap. I protect whom I love and would die doing that. Ill be in your face if you dare try to hurt who I Love. You don right by me and Ill do the same by you. Hurt me and I disconnect my feelings. And Pretty soon you dont exsist. If youre always in a bad mood dont expect me to come around so you can put me there. I am a homebody but do like to do things too also! I like to be alive. If I dont come around...Sometimes I just dont feel like dealing with anyone that day. So thats who I am. Guess maybe moody...and I flip flop sometimes. Im just finding my way through the fog of life.
Posted on: Sun, 29 Jun 2014 21:38:37 +0000
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