You didnt deserve whatever you were going through. They say your teenage years are always the hardest to get through...I feel horrible. You were a family friend of mine. When I found out Sunday morning, I felt like my heart dropped all the way to my stomach. I had a meltdown. I bawled the rest of the day...to the point where my face/eyes swelled up. And everyday since I cant stop crying. I feel like the past two days that it rained was because of you. Just last week I saw you at the dentist but didnt say hi...I really wish I did...it sickens me thinking about it. For people who didnt get to know Austin...he was an AMAZING guy! Someone you could go to about ANYTHING and drop whatever he was doing to make you feel better, I can see hes helped a lot of people out but its only the people who are always making others happy that feel the loneliest. You may have not thought it but a lot of people really did care and love you. I remember you would come over to my house (20 minute car away out of Perth) and we would hang out for the day or when Maberly dances were cool, you would come over to my house (since I lived down the street from it) and we would go down together. I really wish I kept the photos of us, I feel stupid for not taking them off my old computer. I cant stop thinking about you...you left way too soon. Ill never forget how amazing you were to me and everyone around you, I love you very very much...but your in peace now and thats all that I ask for. Forever in my heart and NEVER forgotten!
Posted on: Thu, 31 Jul 2014 00:31:36 +0000
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