You never know where life will lead you some times , the immediate part of this ordeal is over, I wasnt going to make this shit public but I never would have ever thought that I would have to use the union gospel mission but I did and am so thankful these things exist it was either come here and be treated like a child or roam the streets of crazyville all night , I met two of the kindest guys one is from South Africa and the other was from Sweden and I could not find the western union to save my life walked for two hours and my phone gps sent me to 2 abandoned stores and I wasnt feeling well at all at that point emotionally and definitely not physically I dont even have a voice right now and the asked if they could pray for me and I have been a outspoken Athiest for years but I am not even making this up but I felt something like total relief and right afterword my new South African friend pointed across the street and bam right there was a western union! Then I they asked me a few other things and I just unloaded on them just how broken my life has been from losing my family and just not being able to be happy no matter where I went or what I tried and they asked me if they could pray for me again and I said yes and I hugged them and thanked them ( it is REALLY hard to find kind people in the shape Im in) it definitely made me really rethink a lot of my ideas on the idea of god and Jesus and the power of prayer, and afterward the two of them had lists in their pockets and they had made a plan to help someone in need and after we talked for a while they said you were the one we were looking for. I am honestly floored how from at that point in the day everything was feeling so hopeless right at that moment to now being almost all fixed. He even friended me on fb , I have definitely got a whole different look on God and faith. Please my close friends who are jerky post trolls dont think that I am going to be ultra militant born again Christian I am just saying I experienced something from it that took away all of my hopeless feelings and bitterness that I have held on to since the babies mom and I split and I just went on full self destruct to point of where I was scarring everyone around me. I actually felt real joy for the first time in almost two years so I am definitely looking into it.
Posted on: Fri, 01 Nov 2013 06:04:43 +0000
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