as human beings we spend a lot of our lifetime making friends. some of these friends we keep for various amounts of time, some of them we lose pretty quickly, some last a life time and others, you think will last a life time and things just dont work out that way. I always thought of you as someone I could be friends with for a lifetime & admittedly, we both did things to put a damper on that but I know I did it the worst. I apologized and moved on from that, I thought you did too. Im not sure where I went wrong to not get the whole truth from you but as Im sitting here I feel straight up dumb. no matter who was telling me facts straight to my face, I gave you the benefit of the doubt and I tried so hard to believe you. am I not worth even the truth to you? did you not feel like you could be open an honest with me? Ive always been the type of friend to support you in absolutely ANY decision you make, good or bad because well, its your life to make those decisions. and no matter what, whether I agreed with you or not, I stood by your side because thats what friends do. now with all of that being said, Kaitlynn , Ill be the first to admit, Im actually rather devastated at the fact you lied to me, when you had the chance to be honest multiple times. I dont know if you were afraid to lose me, or if you jus didnt want me to know or maybe you thought I would send my judgements your way. but Im not and I wont. Im a sucker for second chances, and third and hundredth, so I understand. I do not agree with what youve decided is best for you, but if thats what you think is going to make you happy then you go ahead and make yourself happy. I wish, times a million, things didnt have to be like this, but we both are aware as to why they have to be. I wish you all the best kaitlaunoo. and Im praying to whatever God there may be that things dont turn out the way everyone is expecting them to. youve come so far and Id hate to see you lose it all again, over someone else. I love you kaitlynn, and good luck to you and yours. 😏💔
Posted on: Sun, 21 Sep 2014 16:03:06 +0000
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