i have been told so many times that im a attention ok here goes to the people that tell me to get over it and move on well im speaking my truth and this post is not for all but the one will know i need know attention i have enough with my health issue but i would like to say that what im doing is begging for help ok i make 710 dollars a month i have rent light phone i have to haave cell phone because of seizures i am on 29 prescript med medicaid will pay for some becaus ethey are life saving med i watched my mom murdured at the age of 7 my father has pass so i have no familybut even med run me over 80 dollars a month i get 17 dollars in food stamp i have to put gas in car to get to dr apptment and im on oxygen and cpap mask i have 2 different walkers i use iand almost ever month i am in hospitial im on three breathing machines with med i have had power turned off the made me pay a deposit and have not had power turned off in 10 years i have tried all agency for help they do help but only so muchnow have found mass in right lung but i cant and dont think i would even live through biospy cant do anymore surgrys on neuro says im not stable its going to be where i will need some one to stay with me all times i see aleast 6 dr a month whish is a copay of 5 dollars had to get glasses because of brain surgery and had to have a neuropysclost test to tell me how damange my brain is and that never return so for the one that i have begged you for help this is why i have maybe 3 friends everyone else cannot handle my issue but the one thing that i never have to begg for is gods love the times he has carried me he listen to my crys and he has lead me to some great people as well on this journey so if this does not tell you that attention is the last thing i need you need to fall on your knee and thank god because this is my life i live it every day it doesnt get eaiser and i think you all for my prayer so i cant move on and get over it because it is what itis and i know i will be ok if ive called to say i really need a friend it not because i want something from you it because i need you so god bless you all and thank you for listening jeanene
Posted on: Thu, 25 Jul 2013 12:54:03 +0000
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