id like to set the record straight on something right here where its out in the open for all to see and there can be no questions as to where i stand on it. I dont see my children because after several years of trying to reach a compromise it became obvious that no matter what i did with my life i wasnt going to be allowed to for more then a day or two at a time before she would find some reason not to let me. after awhile of that and basically being told i couldnt move on and be with anyone if i wanted to see them i continued to attempt to be in their life.. in the end i decided that seeing me for a short while then not seeing me for a long while was even worse and decided that i had exhausted all options short of dragging her and them through court battles simply to get visitation.. not even take them away from her which id never do.. she is their mother and that will never change. i felt and still feel that to drag her through court and subject them to all of that was a far crueler fate.. i think about them every day and wish i could be in their life but i see now that thats unlikely without resorting to means id rather avoid. little known fact when the first girl was born i wasnt even informed she was in labor until AFTER the baby was born which prevented me from signing the birth certificate.. while it may seem like a minor thing it conveniently limited my option legally.. when the second was born i wasnt even told... Im not the evil deadbeat that ive been made out to be.. i tried to compromise and find a way and all it got me was depression and anger.. anger that i didnt need. to those of you who still speak to her i know this information will get back to her and thats fine. i hold no lasting grudge against her.. i dont have the energy to. in the past few years of found someone who makes me happy.. weve had hard time like losing our twins she was pregnant with at 25 weeks and since then shes recovered and is pregnant again which i am ecstatic about. and all the negativity she brought to my life is a distant memory.. id love to find a way to see my girls nothing would make me happier but ive made my attempts and it didnt get me anywhere so ive accepted that i simply have to wait and hopefully she comes to her sense but if not when they do come find me ill be sure to gather those together that know the truth so we can all tell them why i REALLY wasnt around. For those of you that took the time to read this thank you. This has been bothering me for a long time and im tired of having family and friends hate me and turn on me for some percieved notion about mebecause of my children.. or more specifically because of my ex.. i used no names because for those that know me they know the situation and who is involved and i dont feel like i need to use names and drag people through the mud in the eyes of those who dont know them.
Posted on: Sun, 14 Sep 2014 22:32:05 +0000
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