"im a girl, 19 years old and i have a problem which is i feel so lonelyyyy .. my father ditched my family 4 years ago and i didnt see him since then and my mother doesnt do anything at all and all she do is sit on the laptop chatting with random people on facebook and sometimes on her mobile and when she only treats me good when she wants me to do for her a cup of coffee or a cup of tea and thats all what she doo in her life !! i have no friends except one whom i see rarely and i cant have new friends because i cant go to college because my father doesnt send us money to complete my studying and ofcourse no one would like to marry me or even love me.. im always crying because staying alone for so long made me talk to myself alot and talking to myself made me lose alot of things which are sooo important . i cry every single day and i dont know whom to talk to and i keep all the pain inside and i tried comitting suicide once but i stopped and sometimes i think of trying it again. when my mom sees me crying she doesnt care at allllll and she doesnt even try asking why im crying although she always sees me crying and sitting alone and she once saw me hitting myself and screaming outloud and she didnt do anything ! try to sit infront of her while shes as usual sitting on her laptop and laughing with the stupid people shes talking with and when she looks at me and sees me crying she says what do you want ? will you sit infront of me and ruin my day with your crying go out!! i swear im sooo depressed and God only knows whats happening to me and what i lost and no one knows and no one cares obviously :S i wish i would just die ! i have no parents , no friends, no future, except pain and depression and lonliness.. my only wish is to talk to someone and tell them everythiiiiiiiiiiing that happened to me and what i lost and what i want . I WANT A LIFE"
Posted on: Sun, 08 Sep 2013 23:23:38 +0000
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