to tell you the truth: My father and my sister really soured me on the idea of working for anyone else. I dont know what else to say really. I watched my dad come home every night pissed off at his boss really but we had to suffer it for any stressors we added on top of it and my sister has always treated me like I never deserved to get the social security checks I get because Im not really disabled enough so shes been a total (CENSORED) to me when she had to get a job and i did not and i realize that some people consider me lucky for not having to work but if this is a Privilege to be treated like shit by everyone who does then Just shoot me. I started the store though because Believe me I dont envy them and in spite of how they mistreat me and I resent it I also pity them. Im a Walking paradox that way in regards to my feeling towards others of Remorse mixed with resentment at the way it feels like they overreact in their Envy of me. I dont think its really easy honestly to be envied by others because to be entirely honest with you in spite of living in a culture of conspicous consumption where some people think it feels good to be envied people treat you like shit when theyre jealous of you. Its not that I want their pity exactly I just with they werent so petty and would wish me well. Anyways the Store has never really been a selfish ambition on my part, I just wanted some other source of income some NONE of them would have to work. or this could be our job. im on a Rescue mission in other words more than I think people are aware of. i want to work for myself. I dont want to live in the fear or the shadow of the insecurity of getting Fired by a evil bovine master. Thats right. If anyone thinks having a job is the way to security I think theyre Naive now. You can be fired at any minute at someone elses whim and you live paycheck to paycheck and i just... i dont want that. Especially the Evil Bovine master I cant tell how I REALLY feel out of FEAR of Being FIRED. stevepavlina/blog/2006/07/10-reasons-you-should-never-get-a-job/
Posted on: Tue, 13 Jan 2015 07:12:29 +0000
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