DAY 2 I checked in with Prophet to see how he was. This is normal protocol and allows me to determine the level of active hostility in the system. Commonly, my doing a survey as extensive as on the previous day would result in some retaliation from the enemy. In this case there was none. We know there is demonic presence there because of the nature of the destabilization that is happening, but at this moment the critters are choosing to keep a low profile which is just fine with me. I know it wont last, but as long as they are hunkered down, I will take back as much ground as I can with the spirit. When something has the temerity to stick its head above ground, I will get out the big hammer and play Whack-a-Mole. I rehearsed Servants lack of place and position and asked Prophet if he had an idea of how to go forward with her. He did not. I engaged Servant and stepped out of the snapshot into the video. Turns out there was a time when Servant was pretty sure of herself, but then X happened and she was delegitimized. We circled around that for a while. Delegitimization is always rooted in a lie. it took a while to find the lie, but when we did, things shifted swiftly and she felt like she could be a player again. So I asked who she was and what her role was. She replied that she was a watchman and a shelter. She gave the imagery of a huge oak tree with such dense foliage that in a big rain, people under the branches would be kept dry. I asked what the rain represented and she said it was fear. When people are in danger, they can come under her branches and be safe. I asked who the people are and she said it is mostly parts but also some people outside her. I asked about the behind bars section of Suzies inner construct and she said she had nothing available for them. I restated what she had said to her to see if I heard right and whether there was anything she wanted to add. She signed off on my report and said she was comfortable walking in that. I checked with Prophet about that role for her and he was fine with it too. I was not. It is way too passive for the well rounded Servant gift. Clearly this level of engagement is more than she has had for a long time, so it represents progress, but I felt there is a lot more to her than simply being a solace for those facing fear. In order to try to find something more, I created an artificial scenario where she and I were together and I was contemplating doing some land work. I asked where she would fit in that picture. Her immediate response was to resource me in as yet unidentified ways. Not what I was looking for, since it is again, reactive, not proactive. So I backed out of that experiment, making a mental note that Servant is no longer in active pain, has a small role she is willing to walk in, but I need to come back and find the rest of her design some day. For now, it is enough that we have Prophet and Servant in fairly solid places, able to walk out some level of community with each other.
Posted on: Sat, 27 Sep 2014 17:21:02 +0000
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