I understand that addictions are hard very hard to stop . And i know you tell the truth when you say you need it to feel normal. But i also know deep down in you you have the strength to fight it and win. God gives us all the strength we need to carry on we are born with it. H. Gives us no more then we can handle in this world. I am proof of that. I have lost and never will see my daughter grow old or nor did i get to see her hit 21.. she was greater to me then my own life. And i cry every night every morning. I feel guilty if. Smile or if i eat.not one minute goes by that i dont think of her. I am in the worse pain anyone should have to face. Yet i fight for you reliving her death over and over..at the meeting the other night getting pictures together i havent been able to look at since she left..broke me down before i even got there,. Looking at the picture of her on life support and in her coffin my heart rips out my beauitful baby girl. I tought to walk , talk, and just hear her laugh and hug my neck as a little girl saying night mommy love you as i read to her and tucked her in. If i can bear this knife in my chest every minute as long as. Live. Then. Know and i have faith that you can fight for your life before your chances run out as samanthas did and stop the habits to be normal without them. Yes it will hurt and you will be sick but only for a little while. And the life clean life you will have will be well worth it. Your life will fall into place then with respect. Jobs.have things i promise but it will take time. It takes time for you to heel and everyone around you that has cared. If sea and i can be there for you in all that it puts me through. I know you can go throgh what you have too. I have faith in you and we are here for you. I dont want another child to be tooken away by this evil. Will you help me help you and take that first step. I will see you through. Promise.
Posted on: Tue, 20 Aug 2013 03:45:12 +0000
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