If I could have a way for the world to read this post, it would be more than ideal. I want to let the world know, how proud I am of this woman I know. She literally is the strongest woman I have ever met. The crazy thing is that every morning I wake up, get ready, and try to accomplish new tasks everyday, just like everyone else. I get so mad and frustrated that I am not where I want to be in life and that I have not accomplished my goals. I literally sit there and pout because I feel that mainly everything has worked against me my entire life. The word life, literally is taken for granted in every sentence I just wrote down. Every morning Judy Simon Ackel does the same thing, but she does not walk, and she does not talk. She gets frustrated and still continues to push on. The amount of simple things I take for granted is her every day struggle. The pouting i do because im not where I want to be. Well she cant go anywhere without someone taking her there. I get mad because everything has been taken from me, but in reality I still have so much to be thankful for, and my mom Judith is one of them. Mom, I want you to know that you are the biggest inspiration to me, but not only me. Everyone around you is inspired by you. When I wake up in the morning I am mad that I have not accomplished my goals for you and the rest of my family. Not for myself. I want you to know how truly special you are. I want you to know that every time im feeling lazy, sad, or mad. I think of you and how you would do anything to get one more workout, ready one more book on your own, make me dinner :) lol, or just freakin brush your hair. Everything that you have been through makes me stronger. Its hard for me to sit here and say that it is your purpose in life to inspire others through your hardships. Im starting to believe that it is my purpose as well. I also want you to know that any other hardships or anything you may face in your future, you have me and tay and a whole lot more of a supporting cast than you could ever imagine. You are the light in the darkest cloud. You are our mother and you do a damn good job at it even with the given circumstances. There is never an hour that passes that I dont think of you. You live in me no matter where I am, and im so damn sorry for everything that has happened to you, I truly am and I would give my life in a heartbeat in order to give you back what you had. I love you to death and back and I know Taylor Castillo feels the same way. Thank you for everything.
Posted on: Thu, 13 Nov 2014 21:08:57 +0000