Im starting a Bucket List anyone want to join me? Over a period of the next 10 weeks come up with 10 things you want to do and achieve before you die? In case no one understands what a bucket list is.....I highly recommend watching the movie starring my two favorite actors of all time Morgan Freeman and Jack Nicholson its one of my favorite movies! To follow this movie I suggest Seven Pounds and Pay it forward!!!!! I remember the day so perfectly me, Nicholas Fauconniere (my son) and Mallory Young ( my daughter) laid all cuddled up in bed together on a rainy day watching Pay it forward....when that movie started from beginning to end you could here a pin drop in that bedroom that day! I will never forget the questions my kids had for me after that movie was over! It was one of the best days as a mom in my life . Since the traumatic experience I went threw last month it has made me really sit down and take some serious inventory about myself I have been so hard on myself since this experience I blamed myself ......children learn what they see and live. I lost my way so deep...no I didnt live in the streets literally but I acted street (if this makes sense) bare with me cause Im long winded and not very good with words. Seems I used to be! But, I have learned over the years of living life in heavy addition you lose things about yourself for one you lose your communication skills! You lose your respect for self and you tend to forget how to listen and respect others! You simple try to come off like you are tuff and dont care! Which really your dying on the inside because you care so much! But .......you dont know hardly how to reach out........its crazzzzzzy so many young people in Warner Robins Ga. And everywhere are dying, being permanently scarred, or paraliyzed or have some type of physical vice in some way shape or form all because of stupid impulsive reactions! Its not worth It! Its become a Thug nation and we act like were proud to back it up because we are supposedly Down for our people or the cause when it reality when the shit hits the Fan nobodys really down for you except your family! Mom dad brother sister grandpa grandma and first cousins! They are ALWAYS the first to arrive on the scene whether it be good or bad. I know thats true in my case Anyways......I could keep typing but ....Im sleepy and exhausted! I had a great job in the Trashology Dept. At Advance Disposal in Alpharetta, Ga. But....I got terminated today! Im deeply sadden by this that my co-worker and supervisor Mr.A aka Mr. Happy Trash!! Didnt think I could pick through garbage fast enough and was mad cause I scavenged, threw - up and pee too much! I wasnt going to tell anyone about my fancy job but as you can read Im having a lot of emotions and feelings right now. But .....ironically Im clean! And I have a smile on my face! A real one! Love it! Kids and grand kids are safe tonight and Im thankful really for my termination! Look at ZOO! Here I come! Hehehe I love it! Even if your on top and work your way down and back up again! Anyways whoever wants too make a list. GOODNIGHT! PS. One more thing! I love you Christy Nemeth even though Im not good at expressing and showing it very good you have touched my heart in more ways than I can ever say. Thank you for what you do and the person you have become.
Posted on: Sun, 08 Jun 2014 07:45:41 +0000
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