It is SOO hard to raise a kid and not have the other parent around to help. Especially a boy. So many times I wish my life could have been different. That I wouldnt have got left by myself to raise a child. It is so hard for me not to hate Diegos dad. But I cant hate him. Maybe he just had other things going on in his life. Whatever. Its something we will never know. Its hard enough being a mother. To be a father too is at times so tough. And if its tough for me, I cant imagine how tough it is for Diego. I do my best to do what I have to for him but sometimes after he goes to sleep I just have no energy left to be strong. Yes, he was the biggest blessing ever in my life. I just wish he had someone to look up to daily who could teach him how to be tough. As he gets older, parenting gets harder. Watching him cry because I push him to be his very best is hard for me. But I take responsibility for my actions and.Im never going to give up. I know God has a plan for me someday and I hope that one day, Diego will see why I was so tough on him to succeed and try hard in everything he does. I had to.... I just hope he knows it someday.
Posted on: Fri, 24 Jan 2014 02:54:09 +0000
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