My aim in life is to promote peoples independence physically, mentally, spiritually and such. Promote looking after the environment and much more. I always thought I could go about this in a spiritual way having always seen spirits and such I felt it to be my calling. The experiences Ive had since going into mediumship are absolutely shocking. Ive been manipulated by a well-known medium who attempted to slander me out of the blue, have met many other psychics and mediums who are extremely judgemental, egotistical, and filled with envy towards those who are doing better than them. There is this hierarchy that goes unspoken of within the area of spiritualists and I cant stand it. I always thought that we were in it together, promoting each other, were happy that our work was getting out into the world and reaching more people. I am absolutely appalled at what Ive witnessed that I can no longer stay as a conventional medium. I dont fit in here either. Many of them are nothing but hypocrites like a lot of other people. Dont get me wrong... I have met a few genuine, fantastic people mediums and psychics who deserve this position. I am rejecting this whole love and light nonsense, because what the hell is love? I dont know what love is so am not going to promote something I dont know. The majority of people Ive heard say it are hypocrites. Naturally, I feel a range of emotions, disgust, happiness, sadness, shock, horror, lust and what not. But all these people being shocked that I have wrote poems with negative aspects to them and such, what are you chatting mate? Do you never feel negative? Of course you do, its natural, I promote nature, you are doing nothing but what many Christians who turn their backs to us do, denying life, repressing your natural feelings. Its okay to feel negative at times, it is natural to react to things in such a way, although people mightnt agree with the actions done through it then so what. Were all going through learning processes, it never stops. People write things about me online, I dont agree with it, but I know theyre learning, not that I think that excuses their behaviour all the same. But what I do know is that I cant get along with everyone. I cant be what people want me to. I cant follow all this spiritual nonsense in the societies, I dont agree with you, I see many of you doing things that criticises yourselves, and unfortunately for you guys, Im not a sheep. If I dont agree with something then I dont follow it. So now I am waiting to become a carer, I am going through the recruitment process. I will no longer be charging for readings on this page or through my website. You shouldnt have to pay me, I can work in a different profession. However, to those who do this full time, they need to charge, just like counsellors, nurses, doctors, and all care professionals, they get paid from you in some way or another, so dont hate on anyone who charges. The fairies arent gonna build them a house and put food on their table unfortunately. I dont know whether Ill suit caring either, but it seems that the companys values and such suit me so I will follow what I feel is right for me. Thank you for reading this, as a medium I dont want to be like the rest and I am no different to you people in any way I am not a loving person like what is made out to be of mediums, in fact I am just a real person with the same tendencies, needs and emotions. So dont expect me to be some messiah or angel, kay? Cool beanz :)
Posted on: Thu, 31 Jul 2014 18:52:02 +0000
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