So I have gone back and forth about posting anything about this for years. Recently I have spoken to a lot of people to see what their thoughts are about me, well telling my secrets (if thats what you want to call them). So flat out here we go! I have been dealing with an anxiety disorder since I was 17. My father passed away when I was this age and BOOM my anxiety was activated! I do not have issues with it daily and I have even gone years without any issues at all, but when it hits it likes to hit hard! This past year was one of the worst and that is why I am deciding to talk about it. Just by talking about it I have noticed a huge weight lifted off of my shoulders. So I have decided to listen to the lyrics of Mary Lambert and say, I dont care if the world knows what my secrets are! I feel like it is important to let people know that this is a issue I am dealing with at times. Again I stress not all the time, but there are times where it can be crippling. For me I have the support of my family and friends who I know are always there for me. I have two kids who can make me smile and laugh with just one look. I have photography and music that put me straight into my zen zone. And yes for some reason photographing a wedding day is my zen zone! Crazy I know! My anxiety can come from many things even some that later I think how crazy it was for me to have anxiety about. I know that there are a lot of people out there who do not understand anxiety, even those who have it. I know there are those who have it and feel completely alone with their struggles. I know there are those who do not have the support that I have, or the ability to yet figure out what creates their zen zone. For those of you who feel lost and alone with your anxiety I want you to know I have been there, I have felt that way. I have felt like no one would ever understand. If you need someone to talk to please feel free to send me a message or contact me. Just remember you are not alone! So there is it. I put it out there and so far I have to say I feel pretty good about it! I guess we will see how I feel about this tomorrow!
Posted on: Sat, 03 Jan 2015 03:43:56 +0000
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