THIS IS SOMETHING I WROTE the girl that sits alone at lunch with a smile is to make sure no one talks to her and asks her about all her bracelets. the girl that sits alone in her bedroom at night. is the girl with the deepest secrets. she uses those bracelets to cover up scrs and bruises and cuts that she thinks will never fade away. she hides everything so no one see what she does. even he bf doesnt know what goes on in her house when her daddys drunk not even her mom because as far as she knows her mom is long gone.she doesnt understan why the pain is put on her and no one else. so like every night shell pull that razor from beneath her bed sheets and cut and hope its the last time but god forbid she knows its not. every night shell see his name pop up on her screen. she wont answer because shes afraid her daddy will scream... she doesnt know what beauty is because shes afraid to believe a man. beacause every man she ver knew hurt her. she 16 now. she still hasnt seen her mom. its been 3 damn years! 3 long years without a long term woman in her life. her daddy brought woman after woman into the house. but as soon as she was attached he made her leave. she screamed and yelled and begged her not to go but... they always turn and they watch the poor girl sit there as the tear rolls down her cheek. so she told herself never to love. there was one guy that tried so hard to make her feel invincible. but she always shot him down. he didnt know why but she did she still sat at lunch alone. no one cared she thought. i have noo friends and i know damn straight my parents dont care. so she sat at her desk one night. letter affter letter. one to every single person who hurt her. she mailed them out and put that video camera on her. she said I cant take this any more dad, mom, and so called friends. This is all your fault. well goodbye. See you all in hell. she took the chance and stood on that chair. tied the rope around her neck. took all of her depression meds and jump from the chair. she hung there lifeless. and no one bothered to notuce her disappearance besides one person. The boy. He ran to her house and opened the door ran up the stairs and went to her beddroom to find her lifeless body hanging there. he said, I loved her so i will join her. he was found in the bedroom with a knife by his side and anxiety medication. he loved her. he wanted to be the one to treat her with respect. but she didnt realize it until it was to late. its to late now. and you cant fix this..... no one can
Posted on: Fri, 09 Jan 2015 05:16:08 +0000
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