These past few months Ive been very depressed about my health. I would rant about life, of me getting sick instead of those rich and old people. I would always complain about going to the hospital and going through lab tests that were seemingly draining my blood..and my money. Until earlier I was going to have a CT scan. I had to wait outside with all these people whose conditions I have only seen on TV. There was a child with an unusually protruding stomach. One was an elder who can hardly walk but no one was there to help him. One came with an oxygen tank. And I happened to be sitting next to a little girl who breathes through a hole in her neck. And then I thought for a moment, why did I ever complain about my life when there are others suffering like this? Weeks ago I even thought about not going back to the doctors because I was kinda losing it. Im here, letting stress run my life for months now while these people still manage to laugh and live normally. And so I decided that whatever the result is, whatever happens I will keep fighting. At least I can walk, i can breathe normally and I have my family and friends. What I learned is that life has to be appreciated. Enjoy it, fight for it as long as you can, and be thankful for whatever you have right now. :)
Posted on: Thu, 10 Jul 2014 07:26:12 +0000
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