Things Ive Come to Realize in the Past Few Days 1. Ever think about what your final thoughts will be? Monday, for the brief period in which I considered that I might well be on the way out, I had what I took to be *my* death bed flash. Not nearly as grand as theyre often depicted in film or literature, it went something like this: Dear God, please make the pain stop. The rooms a mess. I hope I loved well enough. True story. Since then, Ive been visited, nonstop, by deep thoughts about pain, release, transitions, the interconnectedness of all things, the unexpected, and legacy. Lots about legacy. Loving well sounds like the perfect one. Im on it. 2. Im feeling profoundly compelled to isolate… to be still in silence. Some kind of major work is happening inside me. 3. The last several months have been akin to the experience of looking in the mirror, discovering a nasty gash on the side of my face, and thinking, When did THAT happen? Seriously. HOW did that HAPPEN? When was I SCRATCHED??? We carry so many scars from battles we werent even aware we were fighting. 4. I might keep rocking the eye patch long after its necessary. You know… make a statement. Maybe even start my own marauder line. #buccaneerchic #werq #ayematey 5. Im remembering. Re-member-ing. My dislodged members are being reassembled into their perfect state.
Posted on: Mon, 07 Apr 2014 01:32:01 +0000
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