Todays argument started after I found out about someone from my past is a cop because its a known thing they dont need a high IQ. Mom defensively goes down the list of a secured future they have in their job. I let her know yet again she has no business going on about what she doesnt know and comparing me to all these other people. That my godmother did the same when I told her I wanted to know about getting in the fbi because im good with detective work but again nothing was done to take me seriously or help secure my future appropriately. I gave the example of how destructive it was to compare me to my second cousin who went into teaching when teaching might not even be cut out for me - thats why when I was first diagnosed when I was a minor to deal with this THEN. that instead of proudly stating I was going to college she could have put the brakes on and deal with this THEN. she had no business caring for a situation that she had no idea AND never admitted it to anyone so they could step in. The bickering also included she needs to find out the truth about the would-be cops suing because the test revealed theyre too smart which she disagreed was the case. Then the bickering turned toward Christine that Christine isnt utilizing enough what I secured for her last week so she wouldnt have to sleep her boredom away here on the weekends or days home. That bickering ended quickly by me flat out asking Christine if we should just get rid of it and the answer was an adamant no. Of course mom downplayed how often Christine in the past would be stuck sleeping boredom away -and thats the usual. Christine needs a sibling here about the things mom is out of touch on. Oh but no ones listening to ME of whats REALLY going on here. Christines outbursts arise out of boredom and frustration. The frustration gives rise to stress. I.e. mom has taught Christine to be very particular of being on-time - same as me. Well the other night there was an outburst because mom has slowed so much that there was a possibility they were going to be late. All these little things add up. Obviously no one was paying enuf attention to it otherwise I would have gone out into the world able to strategize getting through life,disappointments, being taken advantage of, etc. Mark my words :-/
Posted on: Sat, 22 Mar 2014 19:06:02 +0000
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