WARNING! A fairly lengthy post about some of sappy thoughts of me. So if you dont like reading the personal stuff then here youve been warned. Comments are not necessary. If you say anything stupid or negative I will delete them. These are just a few things about me that I think about. I am not looking for counsel I am not looking for praise. Note, they may be unorganized and incomplete. However if you still feel you should say something then inbox me. Yesterday morning at approximately 5:30 I turned 33 years. First off I wish to say thank you again to all those that took the time to see that my birthday had arrived and wished me a Happy one. It was a very long work day specially since I had duty and I was acting section leader for the day. And for those that missed it for which ever various and believe me exceptable reason its alright if you had seen that it was I am sure that you would have gave me your happy wishes as well. And even that is warming itself. On to the second. For the past month and as the anniversary of my birth approached for the 33rd time I tried to reflect on what type of person I have become. And the younger and bright eyed Glenn be proud to what he has become. And I came up with a conclusion...I think...give me another 33 years (God willing) and Ill tell you if it still holds. Anyway the conclusion might be, yes for the most part. First and foremost proud to be a father of 2 fantastic kids! In an extremely close second proud that somehow I was able to marry an amazingly awesome woman. Proud in the fact that I fulfilled the dream, since I was about five or six, to serve my country and attempt to protect the ideology of what this country stands for. Not so proud about some of events (not discussing) had occurred. They say you shouldnt want to change things in your past because you may effect they you turn out today. I dont think I completely agree with that. I am a very loving person. I love my family deeply (understated). My family is always first in my heart even if it doesnt seem that way sometimes. I try my hardest to be a good husband and a good father to the 3 people that (whether it is apparent or not) mean the most to me than anyone. I am also quite loyal, to a fault even. Just dont know how to balance it. I trust first because I feel that without trust you cant begin any type of relationship. However, my problem is I dont know when to let go of the trust and when not too. I try to make the right decisions, its just sometimes they end up being completely wrong and some of those times Im not sure if its seen that I thought it was the right thing. I feel my personality has been warped by a few cascading events and I just wish I could get back to the way I used to be. To say I have some screws loose, and not in the actual crazy sense, would be a little accurate, I just cant reach the screws that i think are loose and when I think I have tighten the right ones it doesnt seem like they were. Thats just the surface of what goes back and forth from my heart to my mind, I have deeper things that flows with those thoughts and feeling this just isnt that type of venue, but in the end I just pray that I am doing my family actual and adopted (you know who you are) proud to say YES! THATS MY....... I hope they not only know but feel the love that I have for them.
Posted on: Tue, 25 Nov 2014 11:33:30 +0000
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