; w ; I dont know what I should doooo. I love him but- a pathetic loser like me doesnt deserve him. And the fact that almost everyone hates me.. I dont want people to sneer at us whispering things like, Thats the girl who- etc etc. I dont want people to see him with me. I dont want to involve him with any of my problems. I dont want anyone message him saying things like, Hey! Your girlfriend- I dont want to make him worry about anything. I dont want him to defend me. Why do people have to post fabrications about me? Saying mean things about me when they dont know the whole story? They should just say it to my face instead of talking behind my back. Worse, why cant people just leave me alone? Why do they have to pick fights with me, and if I fight back, they call me a monster? I dont get it. You started it. But when I fight back, Im the one at fault? I never meant to hurt anyone. So if Im hurt, its okay? If I cry, its okay? If Im depressed, its okay? I should just endure all the pain and keep quiet? I wouldnt mind if it was a random person. But the one who did it was my close friends. I cant accept it. And being accused. Damn it. I have feelings too. I never said I was the most beautiful etc. If I did, I was merely using it to annoy someone who annoyed me. Some peope just dont get sarcasm. My life is never perfect. My profile may be full of some awesome-fun-happy shits but thats just it. Not like Id post about how I got left by a guy 2 times in a row, failing my tests, family problems, friends problems, health problems whatsoever. Please dont judge me when you dont know a thing. I just want to go to a place where nobody knows my name and be with someone I really love without being judged just because they think Im popular.
Posted on: Sun, 17 Aug 2014 06:54:11 +0000
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