yer not alone.. we dont have to talk about it .. but know you can handle this and you arent alone most of us just dont talk about it. its all good even tho its not sometimes.. there are times when i romance the thought of checking out early .. there is no escape .. no escape form emotions or past or problems other than to just face them feel them and dont destruct whileyou do it.. i know it sucks being sensitive aware unfair circumstance hole in soul leaking all the love you dont have left to give.. look i get it . but when i flirted with forever all i found was that it seemed so futile like even if i died id have to face the stuff i faced in life .. now i have no idea what really happens but if you believe in reincarnation .. if you killed yourself youd just come back and have to work through the same issues includuing subconsciously greiving for your own former suicide... thats just one way of assuming things as if they are even proven to be real . nahhhh .. so if you wanna look at it with aspirations for liberation there is no escape til yu take care of your issues and bring them to peace dying in greif is not a way to put your issues to peace to rest ... not gone just dormant. obsolete ... and if you dont beleive any of that .. we need you alive .. it may seem like you dont matter and what you do doesnt matter but thats cuz yer being ignorant and can only see a tiny fleeting portion of the scope of your influence... THERE ARE PEOPLE YOU HAVENT EVEN MET THAT NEED YOU TO BE ALIVE.and they have no idea how much of a tragedy it would be to lose you yet cuz you both have yet to have met. thats one hypothetical you will effect your friends random strangers blood family animals the environment .. we need you to help us make life better so in the future people wont be born into a world that will make them want to kill themselves like this one has for some of us at times.. if anything feeling suicidal comes with an obligation .. a challenge.. if life has made you this low and destructive then you could die selfish or you could sppend your life trying to make sure that even if you only make a small impact on life that with your help there will be several people who wont need to live in a life where they have to feel the way you have .. you staying alive if you choose to take the challenge you staying alive is saving people in the future from being born into suicidal storylines. .. you matter and more people care about you than you can imagine.
Posted on: Thu, 31 Oct 2013 06:37:48 +0000
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