#2838 #male This is confession of my old nostalgic love, Male, - TopicsExpress



          

#2838 #male This is confession of my old nostalgic love, Male, not a teenage confession, but would say when i was teen this happened. This was the story that started about probably more than 10 years ago when we went to school together. we studied in same school for like 9 years together. I know that she used to love me when I was in school. So, I used to love her too. She purposed me when I was in grade 9. I loved her so much, she was like my best friend, family friend and gf. She used to come to my house so often on every week. We used to talk a lot. We were both talented student in the class. She was limbu and I was chettri. But still my family would have accepted her because was s good lady. Finally, our school was closed by Maoist and we both have to go somewhere else. In that sequence she moved to Dharan and I moved to Kathmandu. But having been far, our love still grow stronger and stronger. We used to live in the village side. But as my dad had two houses; one on the lil town and one on his village. I used to stay in the town and study and go to our village which was nearby once week to have fun wiith my mom and dad and most of the time she used to join me. Her parents used to live on the another side of that lil hilly town, so she used to walk more than 2 hours just for me. This used to happen at least once or twice a month. I cannot write everything here. But she used to love lot, thats what I was trying to say. But, what happened is, after I went to ktm until I started my A levels for the first year we were together and meet quite often. However, as I got busy on my exams and stufff and was not able to call her as my siblings took away cell phone from me. The point is, she started to feel weaker and she needed me at that time but we were far, so for the short time sake, she seemed to talk with one of my other high school mate. But after few months she broke up with me and made that guy her bf. I knew she was a good lady and still she is. I was not able to talk with her and tell the truth .why I was not able to call her? (it had some serious and genuine reasons behind it). So, she thought me wrong and left me. But, whenever I called her she used to cry for long time saying that forgive me. I know till this date she still loves me. Right now, Im in US and its been more than 5 years Ive not seen her. She had now already left that guy. She is in Nepal doing her BscAg, Almost, everyday I see her in my dream. She does not pick my phone and reply my text. I still feel, ive some part left with her. I love her so much that , if she is happy with someone else, thats fine for me. But, i think i had true love for her still. My friends did a lot of bad phone call to her. Now she thinks im gunda re. Malai gali garcha and but again i feel that she is my girl still. Tara she do not want to talk with me. My love to her is really a true love, but i feel that i was never given a right chance to tell her what happened and this is where she got me wrong. its been so long but i still love her. ppl would say like high school love or some but i still think she loves from the inner corner of my heart. tara life situation le uslai deyna hola sayad. vancha ni true love never dies, sayad tehi hola.
Posted on: Fri, 24 Oct 2014 06:30:34 +0000

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