#94 This is a true confession because i have sinned..it will never be too late for me to confess because i can always count on my lover and shout out loud that she loves me like hell..she was always there for me but for me a beautifull rich girl like her was only a money making machine..i didnt love her..i used her for my needs..to quench the lack of money..i mercilessly drained her wealth just to enjoy my cursed life..i forgot how much she loved me and instead went for her finance..i remembered her weeping face when i left her for the whole class to critisise and to torcher...i left her and loved a girl who hated her..i cheated her...my love was rejected by the second girl but the girl who truely valued my love was still madly loving me..she was a perfect sample of true love and that was when i was starting to miss her,admire her..but i belived it was too late for i suspected her for being in love with another stud but she wasnt.She loved me even after my constant mental assault.I belive that i am not desearving her.To be frank i do not even deserve to stare at her but without no reason she loved me... to this rainy day i have her in my phone but the realisation of her infinite love was a heavy blow for me..she do not even mention it anymore..today i am a saddist who feels terrable for the nasty things i did to her..today i can bet everyone here that my girl is was and will always be the best...i challange you... my cursed life will move on till my sorrow engulf me...i am a criminal who left the very girl who loved and trusted me...friends please value your lover because the pain there absence make on your life will be unberable... i regret every second i spend on mambaram h s s...
Posted on: Sat, 13 Jul 2013 05:01:51 +0000