Dear Modresh, Fatima, Nepal Budha and all inhabitants of Saraf Omra locality, today Im going to leave this your beautiful place as well as your country and heading towards my mother land especially for my family. They are waiting for me since one year, due to the long loneliness my eyes are filled with tears above this fulfil of many expectations and being excited for the reunion with my family, tears are turning into the smile but it is not easy to say good bye to all of you. Really, it is being very difficult to me...in-spite of that I m going to follow the rule of Divine which is very true and nobodies cant stop it. In my almost one year staying with you people I have learned many things from you as well as your place and community I saw the war surrounding. I watched, smelt and felt its worsening effects directly from my eyes. People were killing each other as a name of tribe, race, for the property and unseen treasury. They burnt even empty houses, the future of society children were also participating in the looting, killing and snatching. Women were giving birth their child in the fighting ground. Like this heart touchable things i have never seen before in my whole life. I saw the war is how much danger and evil for the country, humanity and human beings. It ruined everything in everywhere such as civilisation of human being and finishing the whole future of next generation. At that time I felt guilty myself because I could not do anything to stop the war, when we started to do something it was almost finish and the Town called Saraf Omra was burnt totally. Indeed, War is not the solution to solve the problems. Neither it was good before and nor it will further. It is evil, curse and ultimately it is a way of destruction. This one year staying in your vicinity as a neighbour in the name of UN peace keeper I tried to give many things against the war. I hope you people tried to understand my feelings. During my visit in your different localities i tried to give first priority to the peace & stability in your Darfur region as well as your whole nation, Sudan. It seems I came yesterday but how fast days has gone still i am being confuse. I pray with God next time I wont to come here for the same purpose, i want to see one day your nation should get more prosperous, development as well as peace. You People gave me courage, inspiration and feeling regards poverty to how you people fight against those things. In my personal opinion, If we dont stop the war on timely manner, it is definitely sure one day it will finish us. It kills not only humanity and human civilisation it will raise the question of human existence in the world. At that time It will be a big curse of whole human history. I was aware, my presence was here for peace, prosperity and stability in Darfur and stayed one year. I tried my best to be a good human being and professional police man but it is depend upon you people how far I was succeed ? but i am not satisfied with my job. It is a big question for me as an UN peacekeeper. Even I am thinking that i will not sleep well in my country after evaluating my contribution to your nation. I saw many things here which will always compel to remember you guys in my life. And I would like to thank you very much my all colleagues specially jean, Sharul, Najeeb, Mohammad Faia, Ziad, Hadi, Raed, Mandir, Rose, Nossisi, Fatu, Felicia, Ousman, Momodu, Al Sarifi, Abdulla, Amin Min, Bukola, all language assistants and all my dearer. I will really gonna missed you guys and hope the world is very small and will get chance to work together in another Place. Actually, this is not a good bye it is just see you later because world becoming like a small and global village day by day. Thanks again all of you guys for everything and try to stay in touch in future. Lastly its my pray for your beautiful region, Darfur. For yours innocent child wherever the UN is moving and if they see raising there thumps for the good luck by their lovely and beautiful faces, where filled only by tears and agonies. ALLAH give peace, prosperity and development in your country. From my inner heart really I dont wanna to come again for the same task and lastly, I hope please you people also pray for my nation, my family and my safely returning back to my home too. Thank you ! Yours Rugam KUNWAR
Posted on: Tue, 22 Apr 2014 01:46:00 +0000
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