I have learned so much on the moment i laid low. Many things come unfavorably. Many events happened not in accordance with how i perceived it. I, have changed so much-- rediscovering the real me and appreciating the love of my family and those others whom i thought wont bother about the stuffs i am into. Lonely, yes! But, i was left no choice but to accept it and recognize what i have for now. Everything i thought about the world had changed, every single bit of it to be precised. Nakakaiyak nga eh. Pero, kailangan kong panghawakan kung anuman ang natitira sa akin ngayon. Siguro nga, there comes a time that youll realize that perfection is always a fallacy. No matter how you keep on insisting it, you can never achieve it. Loser na kung loser. Alam ko naman din na meron pa mga better things na darating. Gusto kong mabalik kung anuman ang meron dati, pero mahirap na eh. Things never happen for the same reason twice, ika nga. Open din naman ako sa possibilities. Ang saya kaya. But at this point, kelangan ko nang mag seryoso. Life is not about getting better always. Before you arrive at such point, you need to be pained. Siguro nga i need to polish my emotional stability. Easily affected kasi ako. Nakakahiya ngang isipin eh. Laking tao, ang weak. Punyeta!! Haha. Ket ganun man, thankful pa rin ako. At least, narealize ko ang mga mali ko at kung sino at ano ako. Mahirap, oo! Lalo na pag feel mo na its you against the world. Yung tipong, ayaw mo namang mangyari yun pero sadyang ipagpipilitan pa rin sayo ng tadhana. Mabigat eh. Pasan mo ang mundo. Lahat na nga ng problema sinalo mo. Hindi mo alam kung papano e solve. Sarap mamatay pero di pwede, madaming umaasa eh. Siguro nga part nga ng buhay ang ma mimisunderstood ka, mamimisinterpret ang mga thoughts mo at mahuhulog ka sa sarili mong bangin nang di mo alam. The best remedy jan is to swallow your pride. Make the best out of your efforts. And of course trust God and hold on to how he manages to male your path right. After all, hindi ang mundo ang magdedecide para sayo kundi ikaw. Haaays. Thats life homie! Be it and got it served.
Posted on: Sat, 23 Aug 2014 14:27:05 +0000
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