I was fortunate to be able to spend my moms 60th birthday at home with her. I was really happy that I was able to do that. She really had a great birthday even though I would have loved to make it better for her. I got her a really nice cake and they enjoyed it. However, I never got to have my piece because I put my piece aside for the next day and I accidentally left it out of the freezer when I was putting something away the following morning. By the time I realized that it was out of the freezer, it was a little too late because it had already melted. At least they got to have the yummy cake. I guess I will just have to wait until next time! However, now that her birthday has passed, my dads 60th birthday is now quickly approaching, as it is exactly one month after my moms. My dad had broken his phone and since he had to get a new one, he finally joined the technological age. I chipped in as his birthday present and he finally graduated from having a flip phone to a iPhone. It wasnt the iPhone 5, but it was the 4S. He didnt need to have top-of-the-line because for what he needed it for, it was good enough. You should see him with it it is so funny. He is trying to figure it out! He loves it though! He thinks he will never figure it out, but he is learning. He likes the apps. He loves especially to take his pulse on his phone and the magnify glass app. He is so funny. I am so glad though that I was able to get him something that he truly enjoys and loves because it isnt often that I get to see him have a smile on his face. He rarely ever gets himself anything and to see him actually get something new and then to be so happy over it it really was great to see. Speaking of cell phones, the case for my phone finally arrived. I had this case made especially for me and I have been waiting on pins and needles for it. It was coming from California and I have never been so on edge before waiting for something. I think in my opinion (of course I am bias) that it is gorgeous. I am just hoping that the case holds up instead of falling apart because I am so afraid that the rhinestones or pearls will fall off. But this person that made the case is supposed to have really good reviews, so I am hoping that it wont be the case. This case looks good enough to eat!! I really have to get better and better soon because all these medications that I am on are not good for me. I have found out that the methadone and ketamine that I am on actually interact. However, they still have me on it because there really isnt any other choice. However, I found out that because methadone and ketamine are both NMDA antagonists, it is dangerous because they are metabolized on the same pathway. Significant interactions can occur with other medications that are metabolized by the same pathway and in fact, cardiac arrhythmia has been described with high-dose methadone due to QT-interval prolongation. I already suffer from prolong QTs, so I am already at risk. I also dont want to be on medications forever because even though they may help now nothing comes without paying a price. I found out that even though ketamine might be so helpful to me now, I dont want to pay the price for it later on because I found out that It was shown that ketamine causes neuronal cell death in developing rodents and nonhuman primates. Based on the absence of human toxicology studies, mixed reports of animal toxicology studies, and anecdotal reports of neurological injury, ketamine should be reserved for terminal patients who fail to derive pain relief from more conventional analgesics." I dont want to have my brain fried after all this because when I get better I still want to become that doctor that I want to be. I want to be able to help others so that they dont suffer the same fate that I had to suffer. So I really have to preserve my brain. Well I guess that appears to be all for tonight. I am really not feeling well and I really need to rest. Ive been trying to read as much as possible even though it is really hard to concentrate and retain what I am reading because I not only want to preserve whatever brainpower I have, but I am trying to do whatever I can to enjoy myself and bring some fun into my life. I am currently reading J.K. Rowlings new book that she wrote under a different name called The Cuckoos Calling! It is pretty good, but it definitely isnt like the HARRY POTTER books that she wrote. Nothing can compare to those! They were the best! I miss them!! I recently also saw in a magazine a picture of a person walking past a billboard and it had all these famous designer names on it. But guess what? It has my name on it too. I dont know why, but I thought it was great especially considering how rare and unique my name is. So I ended up taking a picture of the picture in the magazine because I thought it was the coolest thing in the world. I know I am corny. Well thanks again for listening. Talk to you when I have more info. Please continue to pray for me and please continue to spread awareness of my website. Please continue to bring attention to my situation because I so desperately need funds for treatment. I hate to be a crier and to constantly plead and to sound like a broken record, but it is just that I am so desperate. I know how important these treatments are to saving my life and I know how impossible they are to have without the help of others. I know that I desperately need these expensive treatments and there is no way that I can get them on our own. So I hope you can understand. Love, Fallon
Posted on: Fri, 16 Aug 2013 08:08:12 +0000
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