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ITS GETTING TIRING. I know i said Im not going to leave. and it must be annoying that i keep changing my mind every few days.. i know its stupid.. but frankly, i dont like how things are going anymore. you tell me you dont want me to go away, but youre the one who keeps giving me reasons to leave.. this is becoming one of those nights when i just seriously want to cry but for some reason my stubborn tears wont start falling. one of those nights that i just want to scream really REALLY loud but i cant cause someone will hear me.. You tell me you think your girlfriend is taking you for granted.. truth is, you are doing the exact same thing to me.. it annoys me that you seem to disregard all the effort im trying to put into this relationship (if you can call it that).. Im supposed to be your best-friend.. that is the title you gave me in your life, right? im trying to fulfill that role.. you on the other hand are only interested in trying to keep up your ego or whatever it is that stops you from letting me in.. or whatever it is that makes you want to stop me from trying to do things for you.. Yes, i know youre only concerned and you dont want me to spend time worrying about something you find trivial.. something such as your up coming 19th birthday. yes, i know you just dont want to cause me any trouble.. and yes, i know that you dont like that i do things for you or i give you stuff because it might seem like youre only using me (something a lot of guys have already done).. but i am doing this for you.. i can only do things for you in occasions such as these because i am not entitled to do anything else at any other time of the year.. so yeah, excuse me for wanting to make it special.. I get annoyed easily at you lately.. maybe because everything seems like such a routine now.. everything feels so scripted.. everything seems so fake.. like this is just one big lie or one stupid play were acting in.. you become so insensitive sometimes that it actually hurts me.. these are the only times that i get really hurt.. the times when i feel like im being taken for granted.. BEST-FRIEND!
Posted on: Sun, 16 Mar 2014 09:44:04 +0000

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